The Real University Life

I just had this total freak out a few mins ago... with nobody to call. It sucked so much, cuz I wanted to talk to somebody, to calm myself down, but Tacky was not to be reached... I don't blaim anyone in these cases... except for the freaky people in this town that freak me out.... you know you feel low when a hobo comments on your lovely blue eyes... and when only person has called you so far, other than rents and people who work in the adminsitration, is a guy who wants to practise his grammar and dialed a random number hoping for a nice person who is equally a little insane to answer. That has been my life so far... Well, you will tell me to get out of this room and go meet new people... my reply to that is that I am a shy person... but let me add one more thing, today I met a new person, I did that thing where you walk into a class and sit beside somebody who has nobody else beside them... cuz maybe you guys can become friends... well so I did that today but as my luck would have it, I meet this girl who wouldn't stop talking the whole friggin' class to me so I missed what the prof was saying, and seeing as how it's the only class I am the most screwed in, I actually wanted to listen today.... but I felt rude if I were to tell her to shut up. In conclusion, if somebody in a class is sitting by themselves, there must be a reason - either they drove everyone else away from them (today's case) or they are really pathetic looser's (my case) and simply are not meant to be talked to because their lives are just that boring. Thus, don't talk to them! That of course is a lesson you will have to learn in university.

SOOO much reading to do! I know they warn you about it before university, but seriously, it's a friggin' lot!