IKEA!!

Okay, this is my second attempt at this post, because of my evil internet, I lost m first attempt, and I must say that it was truly a brilliant masterpiece... lol. Anyways, I went to IKEA last night ( a few hours ago) and bought some new stuff for my residence as past of our frosh week.... I even socialized and met 4 new people! lol, I don't feel like going into detail AGAIN so let me just say that my last few hours of being a teenager were spent shopping and now that I'm 18 and an adult, I simply have even more time for shopping! lol... happy real birthday to me....
Good Night Everyone... I am finally 18!!! I can vote!
Happy BDAY SHANNYN!!!

Meet Teddy...

Sadly, Teddy is the only person I have met so far... Above is a picture I took of him... lol. Anyways, I just wanted to let you all know that tomorrow is my birthday and if I don't meet somebody tonight, I'll be all alone. Last night I had a plan to go to the information session that was held this morning... but it turns out that I actually went to the wrong one and everyone there spoke French! What a disaster... my plan didn't work because I had to concentrate even harder to understand what they were saying, incase anything was actually important... lol. I found out somethings I didn't know, but in the end, it was a wasted time because there were not that many people there... cuz most people went to the english one! I Should Have Been THERE!!! Feh, I'll just go back tomorrow and then listen to the whole thing over again... grrrr.... I'll seem really smart though!

P.S. Happy Early Birthday To MOI!!!

Sooo Lonely...

Okay, I moved in this morning... lol, did that ever take time... sooo many trips to and from car, even though we had a cart and were pretty organized about the whole deal. Feh! I just need to meet some people. I don't think being stuck in my room right now is the best plan to socialize, but I don't care! lol, I don't seem to be doing much correctly right now. It turns out however, that there is mall not too far from here but it's closed now, otherwise it would have been a plan of mine to visit it... lol.

So much to say....

I am leaving tomorrow. That is just plain sad; however last night was much fun. To understand everything you should read the rest of this as well as tacky's blog because two points of view is always better. lol. Anyways, so here I go...

Somehow, I don't really know how, but six of my closest friends found there way to my house and surprised me. Lol, I knew they were comming, but tacky and janet told me they had missed the bus and that I needed to go and pick them up but in reality they were right behind my house. Nice trick! Anyways, we went out to rent a movie... complicated process cuz sharon wanted horror, while jenny said she would never be able to sleep againg if that's what we decided on.... in the end we rented an action (Electra), and then we headed off to go by cake making supplies... lol. Lai had no confidence in our abilities and suggested we go for a mix... yummy chocolate cake. We even bought the easy to make cake icing... lol. Anyways, we came back to my casa and made the cake.... kan turned the icing pink (on purpose, don't worry), and lai, and tacky kinda concentrated on the making of the cake with help from others. Everyone else kinda played with mi perro and sharon looked at flyers... I believe she has decided that she needs to go shopping again. lol. After they chilled my cake (i don't really know much about the process because i wasn't really aloud to see it... ) i opened presents... BTW - thanks to all of your for the awesome gifts!! I got such cool stuff!!! Lol, i think like 80% of them were pink.... Anyways then we watched the movie... it was okay, although i still have some questions that were not answered! Then went out and ordered pizza. That wasn't THAT hard... but the people were probably making fun of us afterwards... especially the ones we got to take our pictures... sad sad. Anyways, we got back, ate pizza, sang h.b. to me and i blew out the candle... *(must not tell you what my wish was)* then we ate the cake... yummy..... then we watched the forgotten. That was my second time, i liked it better than Electra. After the movie we tryed to plan what we were going to do next. That was really hard, because some people had been given wrong information. Anyways we planned to drive past viva and not go in... just to say that we had in fact been there. lol, that is so sad.... but i think miss wong got a little freaked out and wouldn't have wanted to go in after all. lol.... in the end, we drove around a lot (my parking skills were put to the test and i totally failed!). We ended up at a japanese restaurant where we snacked on healthy food... lol, "soga" or whatever it was that I had is actually really good.... yummy watermelon flavour!! That's really all there was to my night... I got home a las dos and cleaned up a little... then slept a lot. I basically have been organising and cleaning up since then... although I'm bored of that now and don't wanna do that anymore.... I want out!

On My Way...

My current music list:
-Swing Life Away / Rise Against
-Fix You / Coldplay
-She Will Be Love / Maroon5
-Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own / U2
-Save Me / Unwritten Law
-Comme Un Fils / Corneille

If you speak french, I recomend that last one... it's beauticful. Although it is kinda weird because the signer is asking for someone to love him like a son, but I think he is talking to his girlfriend or someone like that... I KNOW! Anyways, today I am meeting up with Lai and then we are going shopping... She is calling others today to see who is comming with us. lol, cuz both our families are strict and neither of us could use the phone last night. It's really peaceful right now cuz I'm practically alone... so I don't have to listen to my parents constant "suggestions". Grr.... what would my padre know anyways? - evil comment retracted -

All I want to do is have things stay the ways they are right now.
- My birthday party is suppose to be tomorrow
- I'm leaving for university in three days
- I'm moving into my new room in four days
- My actual birthday is in six days
- School starts in seven days

*many hours later*
Okay, I just got back from the mall. Sweet times, first I thought it was only going to be lai and I but then we went to kan's house and we hung out there for a while and she came with us too. Lol, i bought a new mirror. It was beautiful! They each bought clothes, but I didn't see anything I really liked. Although the sales were pretty good. Anyways, 2mora is my party before school starts, it's going to be sooo much fun. I hope so at least. People are comming over, we will watch a movie, order pizza and then go out later. Oh ya, and we are going to try to bake a cake while we are here, but i'm sure it's going to turn into a really messy mess.... lol.

1001 Reasons To Be Frustrated!!

SERIOUSLY, I can barely handle the resent conversations with my mother. She is driving me crazy!!! I am trying to get ready for university but she is constantly telling me what to do... and all of it needs to be done NOW!!! I wanna yell "calm down!!!!" but I don't. I just sit there and take it. I shake my head and agreeance because talking would just end with an explosion. Both my padres are driving me crazy, it's just that I just ended a convo with my mother and am still angry. She thinks she is helping... but she is just making the whole process slower!!!

That storm, Katrina, is really having some shocking affects... I heard 4 states are flodded....poor New Orleans... and the other places that don't seem to be getting much coverage. I hope everyone survives the horrible killer weather... lol.

PARTY!!!

It was soooo cute! They threw me a little going away party today because it was my last day at work. My boss went out and bought enough pizza for everyone and pop was on the house! We all just stoud around in the back room talking about my plans for the future... the bakers even donated some free cookies to my cause! yummy! After that, my replacement came in and I got to help train her... oddly she was like the same age as my parents and therefore it felt weird that a minor was teaching her how things worked. I think it was weird for the both of us. Anyways, I gave her all my helpful hints and taught her everything I knew. She was very nice and I was glad to see that she wasn't afraid to ask questions. She also was a quick learner and I was able to leave her alone for a little while. Lol, it feels weird correcting adults when they make mistakes... I am really not used to that.

On a new topic, I still don't really know what I'm planning on doing for my own party. Lol.... so many things don't sound cool enough, or fun enough, or they have already "been done". I want it to be speacial since I will not see most of these people for a really long time, or possibly never again. That's sad. *tear* Please call me with suggestions. I know I have been asking you to do that for a while now, but with the date comming up soon, I don't know what to do!

Indeed, It Was A Good Day!!

Lol... I never could have guessed who today would have ended up... but it was so much fun. Originally I planned to hang out with all my girlie friends but one by one they all cancelled, and last night it went from four to three. This morning it went from three to two, so it was just Tacky and myself... (*Get better Jenny!!!*) Anyways, we went out shopping at a pretty cool mall... then went over to another friends house.... and it turns out master Fungus was there. After driving Michelle to work... Fungus, Tacky and I went out for caps and then we picked up robby and the four of us hang out in a park... Then went out to get food and went to another park... lol.... played on the equip... watched the planes and the stars.... even got into a large debate with Fungus.... but I think he won... At least I can admit it!! Anyways, it was sooo much fun... and I will hopefully see them again at least a couple of times b4 I die... lol.... Oh ya, THANX Tacky for the present, I LOVE it!!! Très, Très Jolie!!!!! Muy Bonita!!! I plan to wear it to work tomorrow!! Fungus, I hope you come and visit me!

Work Sucks.

The last couple of days I could have posted a blog... but they would all have been about how I don't really like work.... however, the good news is, is that I am really getting better at doing cash... I think it is because I know most of the prices now and don't have to ask who ever is around, or even the customer.... lol. Anyways, Jenny called me last night and we planned to do something big tomorrow but then so few people can come (all I know so far is myself, herself, and Tacky)... it's kind of depressing. If you are reading this now I probably didn't invite you because I hate going shopping with boys.... unless they are really really gay! Feh! I g2g to work now.... grrrr.....

It's Soooo Early!

True Story:

"She set her alarm clock last night, preparing for an early morning as she heads off to work. Little did she know she would be waking up a lot earlier than planned. It wasn't even 7:30am when her alarm clock went off, a full hour before she had set it for. She woke up right away and went to shut up the clock but still the ringing rang. The young lady then realized that it wasn't her alarm clock that woke her up, but the telephone, whose lights were flashing insanely. She picked it up and said "hello" as she wondered who the hell could be. Her dad answered and told her she had to get up right away and pick him up at the mechanic's store. She complained and argued so she could go back to sleep, but he insisted because he needed to get to work and his car was not working well..."

Ya, I was up soooooooo early this morning!!!!!! OMG!!!! Anyways, I don't have a car today.... *tears* I miss my little baby... my car is out in the world.... he's in downtown.... in a parking lot.... OMG, what if something happens to him. What if he gets stolen? Or hurt? Or dented? I'm afraid for my little car's life!

Not Frustrated For Once!

Nope, I'm not frustrated, aggravated, irritated, upset, annoyed, bothered, purturbed, exasperated or anything of that sort. My last post was hateful towards people because I was not able to hook up with them for the day... but today I just fell like I don't really care anymore. I'm not going to go and ruin a perfectly good summer by complaining all the time. Anyways, I have nothing to do today either... well... my room is looking pretty messy.... but... no... must resist.... can't clean today.... it's too... umm... well, it's just not a cleaning day! Lol. Right now I'm on my second oldest computer because the two newer ones don't want to connect to the internet for some reason. Usually I ignore this computer... seeing as how it doesn't even have speakers to play music! it does however have my only music downloading program... (ironic eh?) and it is also the only one with multilingual spell check. Hense it's the one I liked to do my language homework on. I have one other computer older than it, but we bought it over eight years ago.... it's really really old and doesn't have any internet connection. Anyways, my two better ones are really annoying me now. The third oldest is really slow, and neither of them are connecting to the internet for some reason..... arrrrg... The best one is playing music for me right now... seeing as how it's only a few feet away from me. We keep the best three computers in one room... cuz i'm not allowed to have one in my room... and neither is my bro (obviously!). So ya, they just sit here all the time. Grrr.... It's weird cuz they all have the same internet connection and this is only one that is working correctly and it's the oldest! lol.... annoyingly my PDA will not connect to the internet either, which proves that there isn't just a wire connection gone wrong since we have wireless in the house. I never thought to check my laptop to see if the internet works there.... but I have a bad feeling about it. In summary, there are 5 things in my house that can get internet, and they all recieve the connection from the same place, but the oldest of them all is the only one that is working..... lol.... I think I repeated a lot of things in this post. Feh! I suppose all this talk about computers is getting me frustrated again. lol.
Friday actually went pretty well. My bro and I went out for chinese food for lunch.... then ate it in my car cuz the weather was pretty annoying or we would have gone to the park to eat. Anyways, then I took him shopping and pointed everything out that I would like to get for my birthday. (I found this really nice bag in spencer's that I am dying to get!!!) Anyways... in this one store, a worker told my brother that he had a pretty woman.... first of all... i'm not some sort of possesion! Secondly, WE ARE BROTHER AND SISTER!!!!! However, we didn't say anything because this has happened sooooooo many times to us. One of the first times I remember was during skiing lessons, when our stupid instructor asked me if we were dating (I was in total shock and wanted to push him down the mountain!) Then another time, we were walking around town and ran into some of his friends... and then that time at school when Amy asked me if he was my bf! Anyways.... ya, it's happened many times. It's just cuz we are close. There were never really a lot of other kids to play with where we grew up, so we hung out together. Even now, most of my friends live in a different town than me, so I talk to him a lot. Trust me, he fight a lot too.... normally we are at each other's throats! But now that we are older and i'm going away to school in the fall... we seem to be getting along pretty well.
Well, that turned out longer than I had planned. Let me just add that after a shopping we went to pizza hut for dinner.... what an experience. lol

Quicky Post

This is going to be short because I have to be at work soon.... Yesterday was my day off so I really wanted to go shopping, but when I tried to hook up with people, nobody was available. Here is a list of people who suck because I really really tried to get a hold of you yesterday:
-Jenny
-Janet
-2Celia
-Sammy
-Michelle

You people suck! You all had reasons not to come, or for some reason I couldn't get a hold of you!!! EVIL EVIL!!! Sammy, do you know how many people share your last name when I tried to look it up in the phone book??? And Michelle, I tried the number for you that you gave me, the same one that's in the phone book, and I couldn't get you. I also tried your cell # that you gave me a long time ago, but that no work either. In the end I was so desperate to get out of the house that I took my bro. I'll tell you more about that later.... as for now.... YOU SUCK!!!!

The Weather Tells Me What To Do...

Today is my day off, and I have no plans yet. However, it is only 8:00 am and I have the rest of the day to talk to people. Nevertheless, if you look outside right now, it's a total storm. This says to me that I might as well not try because driving in that will not be fun. So unless the weather changes for the better soon, I might be stuck in the hell hole all day! Grrrr.....

If you are wondering why I am up so early it's because I went to sleep last night at 9:30 pm because I was soooooo tired from work. However, other days when I work the same hours I am not THAT tired. The only explaination for this that I can think of is that the weather was sucking yesterday. During my lunch break I was froven on the bench so I decided to eat in my car... yes yes... my beautiful car... how I love thee.

TTYL - I hope I find something fun to do today

Some People Are Jerks!

OMG! At work today, a friend and I were on cash, and there had been this empty basket sitting near her cash thingy for a while... so being the smart person she is, she decided to put it back where it belongs. However, it was this elderly lady's basket and when the woman found out her basket had been put away, she told the girl off (in a really mean way!). My friend was brave and listened quietly to the woman ranting on about what an idiot she must be. I listened too, cuz I was on the other cash and was a little shocked that this woman was being so mean. Anyways, once the woman left the store, my friend ran to the back and when she finally returned her face was bright red and it looked like she had been crying. We ranted together about mean people for the rest of the shift, but let me add here that if anyone were to do that with me, I don't think I could keep my cool like her, I would probably have started crying right away. JERKS!

On an even more annoying note, they gave me more hours at work. I DON'T WANT MORE HOURS!!! I just want to spend my last few summer days relaxing.... not working my butt off!!!!! (and dealing with mean people, might I add!). Anyways, I just felt like saying that work sucked today, just cuz that mean woman came in and told off this girl who thought she was doing the right thing, and is possibly on of the nicest girls you could ever meet.

Hey People! I know I haven't seen ya lately... but work is pure evil... tomorrow I have to work more than 7 hours just cuz it's really busy. I don't really know when I have a day off cuz the schedule is very screwy. Anyways, I miss hanging out and shopping sooo much!!! All my pre-job posts are related to shopping, or shopping plans, but now I just complain. grrrr...... Anyways, I just wanted to tell the few people who actually view this, that I am still alive... and I really want to go shopping. boohoo!

Soooooooo Tiiiiirrrrreeeeedddddd!!

Okay, I am soooo unbelievably tired! Work sucks! Eight Hours(!!!!) of being on your feet and running around is too much! I called Tacky during my forced lunch break... but she wasn't home. So I sat alone in a field and drank a coke and ate a couple chocolate cookies, which I had to buy so I could eat something during my lunch break. It was lonely.

I Am A Poet!!!! (2LOL)

My Ode To The Color Yellow:

It is the color of the sun,
And when an egg begins to run.

It is the color of a sunflower,
And when milk starts turning sour.

It is the color of wheat,
And if you pee all over a seat.

So that’s why yellow rules!


My Ode To The Color Red:

It is the color of blood,
And burnt mud.

It is the color of a tomato,
And when you set fire to a potato.

It is the color of a cherry,
And a certain berry.

So that’s why red rules!


My Ode To The Color Green:

It is the color of a leaf,
And the Roughrider’s chief.

It is the color of the sea,
And Chinese tea.

It is the color of peas,
And of grass stained knees.
So that’s why green rules!

My Ode To The Color Blue:

It is the color of the sky
And a blueberry pie.

It is the color of a blue jay,
And of San Francisco Bay.

It is the color of a Smurf,
And of the Hawaiian surf.

So that’s why blue rules!


My Ode To Black:

It is the shade of a witch’s hat,
And the color of her cat

It is the shade of coal,
And of Satan’s soul.

It is the shade of outer space,
And of a dirty home base.

So that’s why black rules!

Hello. Just got back from Alice's house... Second place at monopoly and we watched TAXI. Her sis is really polite, but I really don't seem to get along with her brother very well. Everything I hate, he likes, and visa versa. Plus he kind of annoys me... I know he is just like all the other boys his age, and that when my brother was his age, he was pretty much the same, but that still doesn't change my desires to pop him one. grrrrr....
Anyways, I gots work 2mora. ttyl.

More pics of me...

MWHAHAHAHAHA!!! Ya, I do rock.... As you can tell, I'm in a good mood. You ask why? Well, I had a short day at work today... and have plans with Tacky later today... sounds good to me!! I also didn't screw up at work that much today!!! Well, it's hard not to do anything wrong, but I came pretty close today... I can't even think of anything really stupid.

I often analyse situations against my will and think about the things I did wrong. These things haunt my lonely moments every day and have been collecting in my head for years. They are what makes me sad. I concentrate on them far too much, but I can't stop my mind from going back to the memories. I don't know what to do to help me forgive and forget.

Incase you didn't realize, the first pic is of me when I started the entry, and the second was just taken as I am finishing it up. Have a good day... ttyl.... here I come Tacky!

I'll Never Tell!!!!

I feel sooo busy lately... with work, and other stuff that I try so hard to fit into my schedule... nothing seems to fit anymore. Whatever happened to fun and relaxing summers? I'm getting tense about school this fall... I really would like a friendly face to go with. You wouldn't understand, because you have someone. I'll never tell you what I don't want to say. But I think you could guess it any way. (Did try to make that rhyme... it's odd how things work out, isn't??!?)

P.S. Incase anyone cares, I am not getting new glasses.
- Don't need any at the moment.

Less Than 20 Days Left Of Work!

25 Days Till I Leave For University

28 Days Till My Bday

29 Days Till School Starts

No comments about work!

I have decided that work stays at work, and unless I am talking to you personally, i'm not going to comment on what happens at work. It's not really that bad... *lol - such an obvious lie!!*.... Anyways, when I get off my shift, I'm sooo tired!!! Otherwise I would have called you Tacky~ feh! I have a day off 2mora.... and i'm sure you can guess what I'm going to do in my spare time!!! (lol... I miss you shopping!!!!) TTYL

Your Welcome Tacky!

I just read tacky's blog (BTW - thanks for making me your number one shoutout!) and I wanted to reply to that. So... here is my response/shoutout to her!

Tacky, I've known you for what seems like 4 decades, but it's really only been 4 years. What happened in that time can probably not be well explained to others, but we had good times... some of these were: *The Yellow Brick Road*, Jumping Jacks in Geography Class, That Door Thing [I really thought I had trapped you!], Playing Video Games During Our Lunch.... and other trips from that grade, Getting through our terrible teachers (you know the ones!), Doing all those projects, That surprise party i co-planned for you, All of our other shopping trips, Driving in my car, all my driving screw ups, when I would sufer the rath of your sibs to let you have fun with your significant other, when i asked you for advice and never followed it..... that actually happened all the time... wooops! Anyways, as you can tell, we had fun these last few years.... stuff that i hope you will not forget (cuz i know i won't!). The day i asked you if you wanted to sit with me and my friends at lunch changed my life soooo much!!! (BTW - thanx for saying "yes"!)

Okay, apart from you being such a good pal, (LYLAS!!!).... I actually have to work now!!! JOBS SUCK!!!! oddly i am saying this before I have even started. Still, the idea of me in red.... gag!

TTYL

Yes, I know... it's shocking...

My latest news - i got a job. I'm actually still shocked. Yesterday I dropped my weakish resumé off and they called me today... very quick! I'm still kinda in shock! Anyways, I start monday... i obviously need to be trained... and learn what the names of all the weird food are... curse the regular food I eat! 2lol... it's still funny that I have a job... i can barely even think of how funny that is!! ttyl...

I know you are still probably laughing at the idea of me... in a uniform.... that's not pink!

DVD 4 U

Okay, doing my space time yesterday I made a DVD called "2005 Graduates" which is basically a slide show of all the pictures I have of my classemates, friends, and closer-friends from our high school years.... if I had a lot of pics of you or movie clips of you, you are a star. I am the biggest star (obviously!), then Heather, then Alice, then Sharon... My sub stars are Jenny W., Both Celias, and Janet. The people that do make an apperance and I have a couple pics of you are: Jenny C(6), Sammy(5), Robin(2+), Jamie (5), Krista (5), Tara (6+), Rochelle (5+), Steph (4), Dasha (4+), Kate (+2), Helen (3+), Michelle (6), Doris, amy, shannon, patrick... renée, elyse, patty, <-- they all show up at least 2-3 times! Anyways... i'll give a copy to any of my big or sub stars but otherwise you will have to borrow it. If you do actually want a copy, it's free.... but you have to find a way to get it! BTW- the total length of the movie is about 12 mins. That seems short but there is soooo much to see! For example, in just 3 mins and 45 secs, you see 12 movie clips and 105 pictures flash by! Crazy huh!? Anyways... that's all I had to say on that topic - enjoy the rest of your summer!

Just another day in my world...

Okay, you'll never guess what I did today.... lol.... actually, i'll give you one guess..... if you still don't know, you really don't know me that well... cuz today I..... WENT SHOPPING!!!! I took Celia and Ms Tacky to a mall they had never been to but I had been like 10 times. Let me warn you that the only thing i bought was lunch and a drink, it turns out that Celia was the big spender when she bought pants and a skirt.... and lunch... and a yogurt! She made Tacky and I look a little cheap... feh! I shop enough... it's a wonder i'm not broke! Anyways, me wants to give a shout out to Mr. Sammie Fungus [lol!!] for reading my blog so frequently and being my number one commenting fan!!! Thanx, you make my site look less lonely!!! And i do try to return you goodness by making fun of you on your own blog! I'm cruel... but at least i know it! Anyways, you are an awesome guy and I would luv to hang out with you one day... (lol, that sounds like punishment!) I am also very bored.... it would be cool to stalk you and see who is really having the better summer.... besides, i don't think you could stand me for too long.... remembers times we talked 1 on 1.... last time i really talked to you was either the time i tried to get you to skip school and go shopping with me, or when we were at the library doing english isp research, that's when you said that you don't hate anyone and I told you i was going to try to get you to hate me.... lol... ttyl~

Shannyn

I'm am bad little girl...

Today I accomplished a small task that will add to my fairly short list of illegal activities but fairly long list of "forbidden" activities. I'm pretty sure my bro and I were alone... he was the one that really did IT but since I let him, and I was obviously the older one, I could have gotten into a lot of trouble. Thankfully nobody was around or those who saw, did not care... and that neither of us died... although I don't think it was a deadly scenario. Anyways my bro also broke a picture frame in my house today but with a little glue and touch-up with paint, we hope nobody will notice. Oddly, that happened before the illegal one and was a leading factore in me allowing the activity.

Okay, that sounds really vague, but in all honesty, I don't know who reads this blog... and would rather not say much. Also, who knew that I was such a bad girl... giggle. I care far too much about getting in trouble and should become more relaxed (i'll just put that into my pda for future referance - cute). Anyways, when my bro + I came home we pinky swore not to tell the 'rents. MWHAHAHAHA!!! We are so innocent... and cute! ttyl

32 days till I leave for University
33 days till I move into res
35 days till my bday
36 days till school starts
1 day until tomorrow

Too Lazy

I did NOTHING today... and I don't care. Thanx to Robin, I also learned that the pic from my last post is not visible to others (although it obviously works on my computer). How sad. Anyways, i'm not going to fix it just cuz i'm too lazy. Although today i did go to my gm's house to help clean it with my bro. We both made some quick and easy spending money and got some pretty good hot dogs for lunch. I finally learned how to put songs on my pda (tried 5 but only got three on succesfully). The songs are kinda old, but I still like em... the successfull ones are: 1. Girls and Boys, 2. American Idiot, 3. Sing for the Moment. Ya, that just gives you an idea of my music likes. (Green Day rules! + Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money). I have a bunch of more resent songs on my other computer but I am stuck working on this one today.... well, i wouldn't say i'm quite stuck... it was basically the one I started on and now am too lazy to move to another. That's just how my situation is.... i'm just Too Lazy.... but as my dear Sammy has already told me, it's okay cuz it's the summer. Sweetness....

ttyl...

Oh Ya, I also went on msn on my pda today... it's soooo weird!!! And a million times harder to have a conversation with someone cuz it takes a few minutes to actually get out what you wanted to say... i'm scared to try it with two people cuz i might not be able to go from one convo to another. I've learned lately that i'm really not a curious person... and could probably careless if i never tried msn-in' with dos peoples.

Oh ya, and another thing, that airport thing in Canada today.... so sad. It's kinda amazing that nobody died (that is at least what I heard). Oh well... i'm 99% sure that it had nothing to do with terrorism... this makes me happy... but on the other hand it probably had something to do with the other major world issue - global warming... i don't really know which is worse, cuz they will both eventually screw us all over (scary thought!). Well... ttyl people of the world! Drive safely and if i don't talk to you later - good afternoon, good evening and good night! (The Trumen Show!)

Shannyn

Tacky

This is Tacky + bro

Pics taken from my camera phone

Shopping Trip # 1 Million + 10

Well, guess what I did today! Shopping... again.... well at least it was a different mall... (YD Mall). I took the subway there! *shockes* I know... spoiled little girl actually taking public transit! There was one point where I actually knew which way to go and Tacky didn't!!! Oh ya, i forgot to add that I went with Tacky and her bro. Basically i spent the whole day trying to piss him off as much as possible. giggle, walked through the makeup sections of the mall as slow as i could... and went in all the nice clothing stores (although I would have anyways, I would not have made a point to look at everything and go ALL around the store). I smelled EVERY perfume just to get him angry... although i think i wasn't harsh enough (should have looked at underwear and bras [that would have put him over the top for sure!]). Nyways, he wasn't that bad, just gave him my pda and that shut him up pretty well. HE TALKS SO MUCH though!!! grrrrr....... don't worry, he didn't ruin my trip though. (it's pretty hard to ruin my shopping trips!). kk, g2g... ttyl

New Stuff!

Okay, I know you are just going to say that I am such a spoiled rotten little daddy's girl / princess / or whatever... but the news is too exciting to hold back. Yesterday I went shopping with el padre for the 'back-to-school' "essentials". Let me list what he bought for me:

1. New camera phone with sweet plan. (He also got one for himself)
2. Laptop
3. Carrying case for laptop
4. A new wireless router
5. Random other cords for laptop
6. a PDA (!!) <-- have already sent two emails from it(!)
7. A printer/scanner/photocopier (nice one too!)
8. And radom other stuff that goes with my PDA

Of course this cost him a fortune, but it's for school.... and you can't put a price on education *wink + cheesy grin*

So call me what you like, hate me for all my brand new stuff, but i don't care cuz I got sweet stuff!!!! BWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

I'm BACK!

Hey! I just got back from cottage. It was pure sweetness. Very much up north, hidden in trees, but it wasn't that buggy. I had a pretty comfortable bed, although I nicknamed by bro squeaky cuz his bed was loud! Giggle. They had a loft there too so we hung out there at night, played games and did puzzles. (It was sweet!) Feh, I tried to go swimming the second day but I got freaked out cuz my bro found an animal bone in the water and said there were more there. Then he said he found a hove and told me where they were. My mom said that there were probably many dead animals in the water because they fall through the ice in the winter. That freaked me out. Plus I don't like spiders, and I assumed they had a dock spider (whom I named furry frank). So all of this combined freaked me out, so I didn't swim ever. I wrote a letter to Tacky and listened to music most of the time at the beach. Oddly, my parents and bro were not freaked out my the water - so they left me alone often. That kinda sucked, but it was relazing too. I can't really think about what else to say, other than i'm really happy to be back.

On the way home we stopped at my uncle's house. My aunt (not his wife but my other aunt) was there too and she had brought her cute puppy (only a couple of months). There was this conversation between her and my dad that really freaked me out cuz I realized that I am a lot like her and my bro is exactly like my dad. You had to be there, I realized what I was going to be like in the future.... creepy.

Well, I'm really tired from unbacking.... ttyl.

Feeling uncreative

First of all, let me sat congrats to Tacky on her one year (shocker I know! j/ks). Secondly, me goin' away for a while to cottage. When I come back, i'll blog again... Adios!

I Live Off Juice

The title holds too much truth. I only drink fruit punch... very little pop, some milk, and abolutely no water. How unhealthy does that sound? gag. My fam and Tacky tell me to drink it, but I cannot bring myself to do it. I mean, if it was a life/death situation, i'm not stupid enough to realize I have to drink it, but seriously - don't you people realize it taste so yucky??!?!?! Honestly!!!!!!! Hence, I really have been living off of sweet juice. (The sugary kind too!). This obviously produces a happier me.

Nyways, today is looking pretty f'in sweet. Done nothing this morning 'cept a few chores, and goin' out tonight for free fish & chips with gps. Sure this sounds boring, but afterwards, since my ps are out, I can do what ever me wants! Plannin' on movie with bro. (Love popcorn)!!! OH! BTW- yesterday I saw anchorman again... it's not as cool the second time!

Even if I spent this whole summer living off a sugar high, I still think that it will be my best yet. <-- See, I am optemistic sometimes!!!

My Heart Bleeds For Londoners

Gotta make this quick but basically I thought Charlie and the Chocolate factory was pretty good, however my bro and Tacky thought the first movie was better. Although we all agreed that this one is funnier and more interesting, they enjoyed the first better. I have to admit, the Oompa Loompas' songs were funnier in the first movie but better related to the story in the second movie.

I didn't really do anything to day, except go to the bank and play on my computer and clean the yard. I actually just came in for a swim and gonna watch a movie with family probably tonight.... the only benefit is that I can usually convince them to watch something I wanna watch, and I get popcorn... which happens to be my fav. food.

Ttyl.

Willie Wonka Day

My plans for today are to go watch the new willie wonka (+chocolate factory) movie. I'm going down this afternoon with Tacky, her bro, her sis, and my bro. Normally I would not have been too thrilled about that, but it's for her good cause. If she doesn't take them today, she has to bring them 2mora... which would bring so much trouble.... although this thought is interesting... but I'm not in the business of getting friends in trouble as of yet. Hence, I'm stuck with the situation, and I plan to make it a good one. My bro doesn't technically have to come, but I invited him anyways... wow.. I am such a good sister!!! giggle... 2lol.... if you believe that you are probably insane. Although, we have been getting along quite well this summer. I guess that might just be because we are older now... and he knows that I am leaving next year, so maybe he views it as his quality time with ME! feh! I shouldn't try to explain much...

Anyways... maybe I might just be able to fit in some more shopping time.... that would be sweet.... (and very typical of me!) Buenas Dias!!!

P.S. stupid allergies... my nose is running a lot this morning...

Another Shopping Adventure

Today I was forced to wake up early so that my mother and brother (two non-shop-aholics) could start shopping as soon as possible so that they could therefore end the trip as soon as possible. I often wonder how we are related. Anyways, First we bought new school supplies on our annual back-to-school shopping trip... (I know it seems too early for this... but read the above stuff again to emphasize my point on them getting it over with!). ...so, that was pretty succesful except I forgot to get whiteout (oops!) and I am still looking for a nice pretty (possibly pink) side/sholder bag for school. Next, my bro got some new shoes, then I got some bedding for university... It's designer! giggle... and it's not pink! 2lol. I started looking at some pda's after that cuz my parents promised me one for school next year... but my mom doesn't really understand them to well so I'm gonna go back with my pop another day... (doesn't that sound like super fun!). anyways... I also got some clothes (tank top and some hot pink underwear - scandelous!). giggle. That was basically it. It really seems like I go shopping a lot now. OH! I forgot to add, when we were comming home my mom made a small stop at a local store, so she left my bro and I in the car... with the keys... neadless to say, ideas started comming to my head... so.... we stole the car and hit it in another parking lot!!! When my mom came out of the store she obviously could not find her car... we finally jumped out to surprise her... but it turns out that she had also bought my bro and I chocolate for being really good today.... hence - I feel so bad about hiding the car!!!!!! Am I not like the worst person ever!?!?!?!??!

P.S. The Tampa Bay baseball team rules!

HARRY POTTER!!! *tears*

Ohh... so sad. I finished the book earlier today... I can't believe THAT person died!!! I must go into morning! *tears*

BIES!

Sharon's Surprise

Well, I told you I would tell you all about it eventually.... We planned a surprise party for Sharon Mak.... and it was sooooo much fun. We all met at a restaurant and surprised Sharon when she walked in (She almost cried!). The waitresses were so good to us, so i tiped them pretty well. Then she came over to my car to see the present the eight of us had gotten her..... a Dior Makeup ring centered in the middle of a candy house made by Tacky, Jenny and I. I think she really liked it. Anyways, after the presents, we all divided up into the two cars (mine and hers) and went to her house to drop off her stuff.... took some pics there and meet her folks. I guess the nine of us kind of surprised them and 9 o'clock... oopps.... feh! We had planned to go somewhere after that, but that crumbled, so we went to Lazerquest where I came in 6th place out of 25 people. MWHAHAHAHA!!! Although sadly both Tacky and Jenny beat me. I during the came... i killed Tacky pretty well (gaining a nice 36 points off her!) Funess.... That same day I forgot to inform you that I also worked at an actually company! *Shockes* I spent the whole day filein' (gag!) they had the worst possible system! Well... gonna go see a game today! BIES!

Da surprise is still comin'

I'm not trying to sound like a gangsta here, I just like to use has few letters as possible in a title. Either way, I'm getting excited as the surprise aproaches! He/She has no idea that it is comming their way... MWHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Most things have been set up - he/she should not trust them. They don't realize their last few days have been false. All conversations have been lies - but I swear it is for a good cause. (Honest!). They WILL enjoy it. AND IT WILL NOT BE RUINED!! *insert another evil laugh*.

Apart from the plan, I REFUSE TO KEEP ALL MY POSTS IN ON LANGUAGE!!! Is it really my fault you don't speak français? ou español? NON! C'est ta faulte - maudite vache! giggle.... or even better... va te faire enculer par ta mère! Tu n'est qu'un petit pièce de merde!!! Okay, I think I went way to far with that last one. I don't really mean it, I just enjoy letting myself rage online. I hope it doesn't happen for a good many posts to come.

If you are of some importance to me, I didn't mean any of that. I just enjoy proving that I am officially bilingual. (As of yesterday went I got the certificate of bilingualism!) I also got my report card yesterday.... not too shappy.... the worst is my 75 in philosophie. However my spanish and english marks were above eighty. (respectable for me, but not too good). I totally know that I could have recieved a better mark in spanish.... curses. Adios!

Shannyn

Soy una ángel pesimista

Random thought that I thought i could blog: Everytime I think about something... I always imagine the worst case scenario. Why can't I just relax and let everything wash over me?

Just Chilin'

Right now I am doing abso-bloody-lutely nothing! I cannot go out because I have to pick my little brother up at his friend's house today but I do not know what time; hence, I am waiting for a telephone call from him. Most summers I spent loads of time with him, because we do not talk much to each other during the school year. It is kind of my way of making it up to him, but this year we both seem too busy for each other. Everytime I go out, he is alone, when he goes out, I am lonely. Since I have a car I can easily leave this hickville whenever I please, but he does not have this ability. I feel sorry for him, but I do not believe that this sentimate is reflected well to him. We do not seem to understand each other too well. Sometimes we ban together against our parents (good times!) but more often I spend my time up here in my computer room and he relaxes downstaires in front of the television. Communication is low between us since we have nothing in common. We have never even attended the same school - my point being that I do not even have many chances to improve our connection lines!!

Adios ~ just a little rant with proper grammar.

THE PLAN.... SSHHHHH!!!

Oui, c'est vrai, ma pauvre amie, quelle surprise j'ai planifier pour elle. Okay, pas vraiment, j'avais d'aide! Merci a mes amies qui m'ont aider avec cette excellent surprise!!! Je souhait que ça marche bien! Nous allons voir...

Sorry about that, it's my top secret plan... giggle... can't wait. I'll tell you about it later this week. I am soooo bad at keeping secrets!! Anyways, yesterday was awesome fun. I went shopping in UC mall with mi madre. I got a new swimsuit - it's white with a lot of pretty writting so it's actually really colorful. Then i got some new shoes... wanna guess what color they are? (PINK!!!)... then, came the moment of thuth, how much can my mom's chargy card handle? I wasn't really thinking about that as i bought 11 t-shirts which costs almost $200!!!! Okay, that actually sounds cheap, but 4 of them were over a hundred bucks.... the prettiest one was over 40 bucks!! That's actually insane for a little graphic t-shirt.... and i never would have even though about getting it, without knowing that i had my mommy's chargy card in my hand, and not my own! giggle.... i'm so bad.

I also ordered the new harry potter book that's comming out. I'm actually quite a fan of those books and i practically read them religiously! Very excited!!!! The prob is that my parents are having a party that day and forbid me to pick it up the day it comes out... so i have to wait a full extra day so that i can help clean the house... normally i would rebel but all this surprise planning is making me tired!!

NIGHT NIGHT

Another Day Of Shopping

HEY! Shopping today was cool, i tried on a couple of tank tops but didn't buy anything. Celia, Janet, Jenny and i went and we were going to watch a movie afterwards but nothing really looked good, so they came to my house and we rented 'the pacifier' with Vin Disel. It was pretty funny!

Yesterday i got back from my trip of northern camping. That was awesome. The bugs loved me though, and i have a million bits... ohhh, so itchy!! Nyways, there i hung out with Janet, Heather and Patty. By the end, i was so tired and we all wanted to kill Patty so that we could spend some time relaxing... cuz she wanted to do a lot of hiking. FEH! me 2 lazy. It was really purty up there. I would do it again if i could, but i would have also brought bug spray - thanx janet!!!

Alice is playing Sims 2

Giggle. Alice is at my house right now and she is playing sims 2 on my good computer! BWHAHAHAHA!!! She is so challenged at this game it makes me laugh. I found it very easy to learn, maybe i just learn quickly! :) Anyways, Tacky, when you read this - don't be mad, but your sim family will probably end up killing each other!!!! You have such a disability!!! Right now she is trying to learn how to rotate objects! (sadly this has lasted quite some time!)... wow... i'm being too mean. kk. Forgive me Tacky!

Shannon!

Means: Shy, Little, Wise, Owl, Ancient

Upset about a good day?

As good as a day good be (by day i mean heavly stressful high school day), today was not bad. I had two presentations and an exam to do, but they all went okay (pretty sure i passed at least!). After this, i did my normal activities, even met a new friend "Amber". Had an awesome day at work - i like students who are pretty hot and enjoy learning at the same time (<-- best part about tutoring!). so... en somme, today wasn't bad... so, why do i feel so sad? I can't explain the feeling, but i only feel like sad songs today, and i don't want to do anything i normally love to do. Don't understand myself today, explained emotions... I swear i am not a moody person, but i was happy up until an hour ago. What does this mean? Have i perhaps been thinking to much about the end of school? Is this the cause of sadness and other strong emotions? Back in elementary school, i was the only girl who never cried on the last day, when we knew we were never comming back. I had emotions, but i cannot show them - i don't even try to hold them back, they just don't show! I don't even force them. I seem like a bubbly blonde - am i so afraid of my image that i can't cry? Why don't i cry a lot? I mean, i cry when i am hurt (physically) but i can only remember a few moments where i truely cried. There was this one time i cried for attention, or at least it started out that way, just b/c i was sad about one thing, but then half way through, the acting stopped and i was being real. That's another fact about crying, it's hard to stop and it usually turns real if it's intentions were not.

Ick. That is a lot of free style writting. All truth though. I jump ideas a lot and write what i think, however it does help me discovers my thoughts. Reading what i think, and thinking what i think are quite different due to the fact that it always seems to be more real when i read it.

Maintenant, je vais commencer d'écrire dans une autre idioma. Sí, hablo tres idiomas pero mi español es horrible. Donc je vais continuer ou je suis confortable. Il y exciste une sorte de rasurance en savant qu'il n'y a pas beaucoup de personnes qui vont comprendre tous de ce que j'écrit. Peut-être un jour je vous écrirai une poème à propos de ma souffrance. Ma pauvre coeur - il ne fonctionne pas. Il n'a jamais fonctionner car j'ai jamais senti l'amour. J'ai trops peur. Je n'aime personne. Amour de famille est différent car il faut les aimer, je ne peut pas décider ceci, mais l'amour pour quelqu'un d'autre n'existe pas pour moi. Serai-je toujours comme ceci? No sé pero es probable. Soy une habladora que quiere dormir - donc il faut que j'aille. Salut! Hasta la proxima.

Until the next time, it's shannyn signing out - Póg mo thoin!

Having Fun At Quizilla(.com)

What type of killer am I?
A Samurai
"You are full of honour and value respect. You are not really the stereotypical hero, but you do fight for good. Just in your own way. For you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil person, if it is for justice and peace. You also don't belive in mourning all the time and think that once you've hit a bad stage in life you just have to get up again. It's pointless to concentrate on emotional pain and better to just get on with everything. You also are a down to earth type of person and think before you act. Impulsive people may annoy you somewhat."


Which of the Greek Gods are you?
Morpheus
"You are like the Greek God Morpheus, of dreams. Believing there is something bigger out there, and often lost in thought. You're imaginitive and smart - but not always a leader, but usually the one that comes up with the plan. You often ask, What if... and long to get out of the darkness and through the window."


What type of teenager are you?
Regular
"You are the 'regular' teen. Don't worry, alot of people will get this result. However, you set pretty high/low goals for yourself...and you believe you are the only one in the world. But, there are alot of people with your attitude. You tend to wear regular clothing, or you are forced to wear colors you don't want to. (such as your mother always buying you pink / blue clothing) Sometimes you feel horribly lonely and want to hide, but as always, you find something to give you reason to continue. You can either hate or love school, one opinion please. Never fear, you are not one of a kind...and that is kinda nice to hear, since there are other teenagers out there with your exact view on life. "

"You could get a job as an author, Teacher, editor, architect, buisness owner, or administrator. Good luck in life, and don't forget that no one is ever alone. "


You are beautiful.... but why?
Innocent and Childlike
"You are beautiful because of the pure, sensitive, good hearted, unexperienced vibe you give out. You most likely haven't done much such as sex, drugs , and alcohol. If you have you were probably just experimenting out of pure curiousity. Your curiousness may lead to danger if you cannot control it! People like to be around you because of your young personality. You like to have fun and be happy. You are well liked by most people but some may find you slightly immature. Don't let people bring you down, for you are a wonderful and beautiful person!"

Not Thinking About The "E" Word!

Exams. That's right! It's that time of year again. Anyways, i would rather rant about the BBQ I was at last night. As usual, my bro and i formed a sub party. We didn't know many ppl because they were all friends of the family or distant relations over the age of 30 (at least! some were over 90!!!). The youngest was a one year old baby and a three week old puppy. Needless to say, the puppy (Darci) was ADORABLE!!!!! After those two were my bro and I followed by my cousin who is in his thirties - hence i was alone! So anyways. My bro and i get a long pretty well, so he talked by ourselves most of the night, when people where not coming up to me and wishing me luck next year at university. The highlight of course was pretty f'-in sweet! My gramma has apparently been saving a ring for me since i was born. Let me add, it's not just a ring. It's got 8 diamonds, 8 saphires and it's gold!! (VERY EXPENSIVES!!!!) and it has to be at least 30 years old!!! I'm actually afraid to where this thing!! Anyways, it was suppose to be for my 18th b-day but instead i got it for my grad because i will be at uni by then...

g2g. BIES! - Shannon

A little lesson in Gaelic

While in Ireland last summer i learned this neat and helpful little phrase: "póg mo thón". I saw it on a t-shirt with a pic of Bart Simpson bending over, showing his butt. I'm sure you can just guess what it means, or at least that it's not the best phrase. So, back to my story: This is actually scottish gaelic, not irish gaelic, so let me tell you how to say it the true irish way: "póg mo thoin"! While doing this "research" i descovered another term "spalpeen" which means 'irresponsible fool'. (i can think of a few ppl) although it may also mean 'scamp'. Finally, this one i already knew before my trip: "céad míle fáilte ", which means 'a hundred thousand welcomes'. - to pronounce that: ' Kay-d mill-uh fault-chuch'.

Hope you learned a lot today.
Shannon

P.S. The show last night at my school was really good. R.P. was sooo amazing. I asked my bro who had the best singing voice and he said you. Everyone else was super good too, but you couldn't hear them sometimes cuz da music was loud. Congrats to all.

Girls Don't Like Boys, Girls Like Cars And Money

Giggle. Boys are great, but so are cars and money. I have a car, and i have some money (although i'm still quite poor), having a boy would be great. And, as per the song, i don't think i would abuse him that badly. I could pay for my own things, and be funny! Actually, aren't i funny?. .. in a sort of sarcastic way at least? Giggle. do do do... "boys will laugh at girls when they aren't funny..." Ever since prom i have been addicted to this game. See that's the weird thing about me, i play a song over and over and over again until i just get sick of it. It's on it's 20th or so round right now... i usually don't get sick of a song till the 115th round of the song. Although "scars" by Papa Roach lasted at least twice as long as that. I was royally addicted to that for weeks. ....and these girls like these boys, and these boys like these girls.... giggle. boys. and car. and money.

Shannon

P.S. Am i losing my soul through the material world?

Shopping

Picture of my shopping trip after prom,
I look so sleepy!

Again

okay, sorry I had to leave so fast last time. It always seems that as soon as i start writing stuff down, that someone will come in and interupt me. It's just not fair! Anyways... as I was saying last time, prom was sooo much fun, i have all my pictures in my msn space, it seems simplar there; although that does mean that you actually have to have my msn to see them. OH wells, let me just explain it as grafically as i can: My hair was up, and i had a few light curls comming down from it. My dress was stapless and a light pink. Everyone looked soooo nice. For once they had some pretty good music (I LOVE GREEN DAY!!!), and everyone danced a lot. Sadly us girls had evil shoes that made it hard to dance all night, so most ppl took of their shoes that danced like hicks. I on the other hand did not (ironic b/c i live in the most hickiest down around and they all live near the city!).

OMG! I don't want to do my homework!!!!!! I am totally procrastinating about it. Sure it's not due untill tuesday but i just want it over with, and i can't find enough information to finish it. EVIL EVIL!!! A thousand curses on my teacher who assigned it! I still can't believe that i have to go to school 2mora, it was such a comfortably long weekend. *tears* only 18 days till i am finished all my exams and school is over for me. Of course i still have grad night to look forward to... but basically i'm still quite sad. High school really is some of the best years of your life.

Prom and the Next Day

WOW! prom was awesome. to all those people who didn't go because they didn't have anyone to go with - well i didn't go with anyone, that just goes to show you that you can still have so much fun without a date - and to all those people who thought it would not be fun - hanging out with your friends, when everyone is complementing you, is fun. I pity you -.

After Prom, ALY came over and slept in my basement. When we woke up the next day, we went shopping far away in maple with jenny, jenny, janet & sharon. fun fun. the best part was the no schoolness. SWEET! I bought a new shirt. I plan to wear it on saturday.

LATERS!

Drinking a PEPSI

Song: Treble Charger - American Psycho
From my title i'm sure you can guess what i am doing right now. giggle.
Today was awesome. I only had 120 minutes of class. Then i went to a fair at my school, where Tackie killed me in one of the games. I bought a FREEZIE there. It was blue. I have blue clothes ont today. And my pepsi can is blue. Therefore: I am blue.

Anyways, after i left the fair, Tackie, Sharon and Jenny went to an animal farm where we got to look at farm animals (GOSH!). Sharon is evil. Jenny is funny. We saw birds, donkies, sheep, ponies, and rabbits. There were other stuff, but thoses were the highlights.

I drove Tackie back to school and Sharon to her house. Then Jenny and i played a round of ten pin bowling. She won. By a lot. (giggle!) Then we went shopping for prom stuff. She got a few things, but i got nothing. Then i drove her home.

Right now i am mad at my parents. My daddy is sick, but my mom is guilt-triping me about it. I wanted to play a game. I NEVER get my way (*cough*cough*). Either way, i ate pizza tonight, and during our trip to the farm, i bought some strawberry ice cream. Stawberry is my new fav. flavor, b/c it's as sweet as I. giggle.

Sick ... but happy.... but not

Okay, this weekend totally sucked. I have beeb sick since thursday night - flu. gross gross. Don't worry, i don't plan on giving you the nasty details. Let me just say that it was the the most sick i have been in a very long time. I blaim my bro for it, he got it first!!!!

Anyways, prom is comming up. This makes me happy. Even though i am super weak, i went shopping with my mom today and we bought myself a prom dress (pink and long!) and a new purse (white!). The happiness comes from the crappy limo arrangements we have. I feel like no matter what we do, it is going to hurt somebody. Personally i would like to have it just the girls in the limo so that i don't have to exclud any of my friends - but bfs make it so much more complex. Damnation!!

I may or may not continue this later.
too angry now

Yesterday = Shopping Fun

Yesterday was très fun. After buying really pretty jewelery... (tons of earings and a butterfly necklace for me), Sharon, Celia and I drove down to SC mall. Sadly we didn't buy any new clothes, but Sharon tried on four dresses for prom. I still say the first one looked amazing on her. She tried to get Celia and I to try some on but we were stubborn. Both of then tried on a million shoes, but i have big feet and couldn't bother.

Two days ago i cut my hair much shorter and died it blonder. Although both S + C noticed yesterday, when i went to church today, nobody said anything. painful. I'm sure that nobody noticed, which normally would have been fine with any regular haircut, but let me tell you, my hair is really really bright right now. I think that it's very obvious that i colored it. So.... somebody should have said something. painful.

Soo much work to do!!!! Allez-vous en!

The old me, The new me...

Let me make this clear. I used to be a bi.ch, I mean full out. I was a clothes obsested person! I cared so much about what people thought of me, but on the other hand i would yell and curse at them whenever i felt like it. I had no respect for anyone or anything, and my grades were terrible. I could not keep any secrets, but i had some pretty close friends. Let me say that i was a level B not too long ago. I would have done anything to become and A, and let me say that i did do a lot of things that i am not proud of now. (sorry to everyone about that hate mail...). All those mean jokes, and talks about people behind their backs... I don't understand how you ever forgave me.

That was the old me. Then came the next stage of life. I became a C. My grades got better, but i had lost a lot of friends. Although i became really tight with those friends that I had, i really wasn't happy. Now that we are in high school, and the letter system is a little different; i don't know where I stand.

Who am I, and where do I stand? I'm so confussed.

Compliments

I don't know what to write. I have so much work to do this weekend <-- this fact can't be stressed enough. To solve this problem, I'm just going to write in point form so that i don't need to make actually paragraphs...

• I went shopping with my friend today. I missed her.
• I have to work tonight. No pay.
• "FEJ" is still cute, but there can never be anything that comes from this. It's a fact that I don't actually like him - this doesn't change his cute level.
• I was complimented today by the most unlikely of people. (Hence the title).
• My brother stole his MD back. I am currently music-less.
• Dinner party (AGAIN!) 2mora. Rachel and Jason are comming. They're cool.
• Accepted to two 'u's - early

Well, work soon. BIES!!!

Bite Me

I have to work tonight. Bite Me. I have to work (for my church) for the next three days. Bite Me. I have two projects, and a test next week. Bite Me. I told off one of the only people who ever really looked up to me and thought i was cool. Bite Me. I just realized i'm over the guy i liked for several (literally!) years. Bite Me. I have started talking about ppl behind their backs. Bite Me.

BITE ME!

So not me...

It's not like me to forget something, in fact i so rarely forget something that my parents say i have a memory like an elephant b/c "an elephant never forgets". Wow! By that sentence i totally sound like a little kid. Anyways, today i forgot some of my homework at school (shocking!) - my point is that that is not like me at all. It's actually very rare for me and i feel really empty because of it.
So, guess what i did about this montrous problem... I went and e-mailed my teacher. Wow! Now i sound like a total nerd! - Apart from what i sound like, i'm actually sad that i forgot my work, and i'm scared of getting in trouble 2mora. - just meet my teacher and maybe that last part can be justified for me.

I feel like breaking down (not just for the reason above). I don't actually know why. Pourquoi es-ce que je trouve l'explication de mes idées si difficile? Pourquoi trouve-je que c'est imposible de communiqué mes problèmes? No sé. (that last part is Spanish, incase you are trying to look the word up in a french dictionnary).

So, yesterday was a snow/ice day and they closed down all the buses. Needless to say, i drove anyways and stayed at school despite the fact above. 67% of my classes had less than 55% of the students in attendance. That's a weird fact, but what angers me is that i believed that I had to stay at school, despite this, and my brother got to go home. Little fils de putain! Je vais lui tuer un de ces jours! (pas vraiment, mais vous savez ce que je veut dire [j'espère]). It's not fair that he was allowed to go home, when i had to suffer through pointless busy activities. Je suis fâché.

Another thing about yesterday was that it was V- day. That was annoying. Une de mes plus grande désire est d'être plus amical avec le nouveau garçon à l'école. Vous savez à qui je pense. Ayuadame por favor!

"Where she belongs is not here! But there is no place for her to go."

Dracula has come to suck your blood!!!!

Read the title and you will know which book I am currently reading. I don't understand why "dracula" isn't a very popular book, b/c i really like it. It's full of suspence and in general, it's very well written. I just don't understand why not yet Oprah's fav. jokes, i never watch that show.

Anyways, it's a new semester for me, and, with a limited number of shocks from "the real world", I think it will be a half descent semester. Much more work than the previous, but mark wise, my strengths are all here. Well, as many of you know, a new semester often brings new kids to a school. Let me annonce, here and now for all to hear, that the new kid (let's call him "Fej") it's a hottie. Not only does he have the whole european look about him, which my school seriously lacks, but, he is down to earth and i have already embarrased him. Personally, i don't think that yelling "BYE FEJ!!!!!!! across the caf. is a big deal, but this is high school. Meaning that the rumour mill has already begun and i will get a beautiful but lengthy report about the situation on Monday. Since we all know that high school is about remembering all the bad/stupide things that you have done in your life. not jokes.

Have a descent 'mester ppl

Good Mood (with rewards)

Today i woke up after the best sleep i ever had! You know that feeling when you're like "wow! that was awesome" ??!!?!? Well, no matter, it was a nice long sleep...
Finally first semester is over! It was not good mostly because Math was so depressing. I think i did well in french and Soc. since i never had many probs with them all semester, but i'm like totally failing math so i'm really depressed about it. Although, it's over now and i never need to think about it again!!!! - at least not until report cards come out, in a few weeks. I'll probably cry when i get them. (I'm not usually this mark obesses - like some ppl).
Right now i'm listening to "American Pie" (the Madonna version). It's good - such a classic! "the day the music died... we started singin' - bye bye miss american pie...." "THIS WILL BE THE DAY THAT I DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" <-- not litterally ppl!! Some ppl might believe too much. Remember, today was good. Why, you might ask... well, let me tell you why... I went shopping, and bought:

1. New jean jacket ($30)
2. Pens (purple, pink, light blue) ($5)
3. Hot pink underwear x3 ($20)
4. Lunch / snack ($6)
5. A little doggie toy for my dog ($5)

Surprisingly, that is a lot for me. I never buy lots of stuff and splurge that much! Maybe it's my new job that's doing this to me. - Which reminds me - the one thing that is going to make this day less cool is that i have to go to work... :(

BIES!! "Bye bye miss american pie"

Be Nice

Not the ppl should be nice. I just hope that this web site will be nice to me today. Yesterday you may have noticed that my post was doubly-posted. Know idea why, but that's why i'm asking it to be nice now, so that it will not screw up on me again.

Nyhoo, the unimportance of life was revealed. Next i feel the need to discuss the insults i heard today towards mes vêtements. C'est méchant de dire que vous n'aimez pas les habilles des autres devant eux. Notez s'il-vous-plaît que je n'est jamais fait cela d'une façon aussi méchant que j'ai entendu aujourd'hui. Peut-être j'ai dit que quelque chose aux passé, quand j'était une très différente personne. Maintenant je senterai trop triste après avoir dit des choses de mêmes. Croyez moi que cela me donne des difficultés depuis que je suis une personne qui regarde toujours les vêtements des autres personnes. Néamoins, je trouve que c'est méchant quand une group de personnes disent qu'ils n'aiment pas votre habille. Horrible.

I found that it is much harder to express myself in french, yet it's easier b/c i feel safer since i assume that people who aren't as fluent will have to look up a few words to understand the real meaning behind this whole thing. DEAL WITH IT.

Buenos noches!!

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Well, I can officially say that I did nothing over the winter break. I have a growing suspicion that I actually have many less friends that I previously thought. I used to believe that I was the only one playing the game of being nice to people and pretending to be their friend. Apparently not. I know that I do have some friends; those people who stuck beside me and called me once of twice during the break. To them, I honestly think highly of you! For those who didn’t and probably where not even thinking of me, yet I consider you a friend, shame on you! You have been caught. Hypercritical of me, maybe, but it hurts that I think of you as a good friend of mine but we never talk as soon as I don’t see you every day. What’s the deal with that?!?!?! Well, I would appreciate knowing the truth. If you are indeed playing the game I have played many times and am still playing, please tell me so I can have a bit of closure. You may have caught that last thing I said. Well, it’s true that I do play this so called game of friends, but only b/c I fear telling you that you suck, perhaps being your friend is easier than telling you the truth. Please don’t feel that way about myself, I will not get mad if you say that we should not be friends anymore. Wouldn’t it be nice if the people I play friendship games with were to come up and tell me this? That would only happen in a perfect world. In all likelihood, the people I thought I could trust to stand by my side will reveal there dirty little secrets. I admit here that I will be hurt, but I do believe that in situations such as this one, it’s better I know. Thank you for considering this request.

Maybe or maybe not your friend - Shannyn