Some People Are Jerks!

OMG! At work today, a friend and I were on cash, and there had been this empty basket sitting near her cash thingy for a while... so being the smart person she is, she decided to put it back where it belongs. However, it was this elderly lady's basket and when the woman found out her basket had been put away, she told the girl off (in a really mean way!). My friend was brave and listened quietly to the woman ranting on about what an idiot she must be. I listened too, cuz I was on the other cash and was a little shocked that this woman was being so mean. Anyways, once the woman left the store, my friend ran to the back and when she finally returned her face was bright red and it looked like she had been crying. We ranted together about mean people for the rest of the shift, but let me add here that if anyone were to do that with me, I don't think I could keep my cool like her, I would probably have started crying right away. JERKS!

On an even more annoying note, they gave me more hours at work. I DON'T WANT MORE HOURS!!! I just want to spend my last few summer days relaxing.... not working my butt off!!!!! (and dealing with mean people, might I add!). Anyways, I just felt like saying that work sucked today, just cuz that mean woman came in and told off this girl who thought she was doing the right thing, and is possibly on of the nicest girls you could ever meet.

Hey People! I know I haven't seen ya lately... but work is pure evil... tomorrow I have to work more than 7 hours just cuz it's really busy. I don't really know when I have a day off cuz the schedule is very screwy. Anyways, I miss hanging out and shopping sooo much!!! All my pre-job posts are related to shopping, or shopping plans, but now I just complain. grrrr...... Anyways, I just wanted to tell the few people who actually view this, that I am still alive... and I really want to go shopping. boohoo!

Soooooooo Tiiiiirrrrreeeeedddddd!!

Okay, I am soooo unbelievably tired! Work sucks! Eight Hours(!!!!) of being on your feet and running around is too much! I called Tacky during my forced lunch break... but she wasn't home. So I sat alone in a field and drank a coke and ate a couple chocolate cookies, which I had to buy so I could eat something during my lunch break. It was lonely.

I Am A Poet!!!! (2LOL)

My Ode To The Color Yellow:

It is the color of the sun,
And when an egg begins to run.

It is the color of a sunflower,
And when milk starts turning sour.

It is the color of wheat,
And if you pee all over a seat.

So that’s why yellow rules!


My Ode To The Color Red:

It is the color of blood,
And burnt mud.

It is the color of a tomato,
And when you set fire to a potato.

It is the color of a cherry,
And a certain berry.

So that’s why red rules!


My Ode To The Color Green:

It is the color of a leaf,
And the Roughrider’s chief.

It is the color of the sea,
And Chinese tea.

It is the color of peas,
And of grass stained knees.
So that’s why green rules!

My Ode To The Color Blue:

It is the color of the sky
And a blueberry pie.

It is the color of a blue jay,
And of San Francisco Bay.

It is the color of a Smurf,
And of the Hawaiian surf.

So that’s why blue rules!


My Ode To Black:

It is the shade of a witch’s hat,
And the color of her cat

It is the shade of coal,
And of Satan’s soul.

It is the shade of outer space,
And of a dirty home base.

So that’s why black rules!

Hello. Just got back from Alice's house... Second place at monopoly and we watched TAXI. Her sis is really polite, but I really don't seem to get along with her brother very well. Everything I hate, he likes, and visa versa. Plus he kind of annoys me... I know he is just like all the other boys his age, and that when my brother was his age, he was pretty much the same, but that still doesn't change my desires to pop him one. grrrrr....
Anyways, I gots work 2mora. ttyl.

More pics of me...

MWHAHAHAHAHA!!! Ya, I do rock.... As you can tell, I'm in a good mood. You ask why? Well, I had a short day at work today... and have plans with Tacky later today... sounds good to me!! I also didn't screw up at work that much today!!! Well, it's hard not to do anything wrong, but I came pretty close today... I can't even think of anything really stupid.

I often analyse situations against my will and think about the things I did wrong. These things haunt my lonely moments every day and have been collecting in my head for years. They are what makes me sad. I concentrate on them far too much, but I can't stop my mind from going back to the memories. I don't know what to do to help me forgive and forget.

Incase you didn't realize, the first pic is of me when I started the entry, and the second was just taken as I am finishing it up. Have a good day... ttyl.... here I come Tacky!

I'll Never Tell!!!!

I feel sooo busy lately... with work, and other stuff that I try so hard to fit into my schedule... nothing seems to fit anymore. Whatever happened to fun and relaxing summers? I'm getting tense about school this fall... I really would like a friendly face to go with. You wouldn't understand, because you have someone. I'll never tell you what I don't want to say. But I think you could guess it any way. (Did try to make that rhyme... it's odd how things work out, isn't??!?)

P.S. Incase anyone cares, I am not getting new glasses.
- Don't need any at the moment.

Less Than 20 Days Left Of Work!

25 Days Till I Leave For University

28 Days Till My Bday

29 Days Till School Starts

No comments about work!

I have decided that work stays at work, and unless I am talking to you personally, i'm not going to comment on what happens at work. It's not really that bad... *lol - such an obvious lie!!*.... Anyways, when I get off my shift, I'm sooo tired!!! Otherwise I would have called you Tacky~ feh! I have a day off 2mora.... and i'm sure you can guess what I'm going to do in my spare time!!! (lol... I miss you shopping!!!!) TTYL

Your Welcome Tacky!

I just read tacky's blog (BTW - thanks for making me your number one shoutout!) and I wanted to reply to that. So... here is my response/shoutout to her!

Tacky, I've known you for what seems like 4 decades, but it's really only been 4 years. What happened in that time can probably not be well explained to others, but we had good times... some of these were: *The Yellow Brick Road*, Jumping Jacks in Geography Class, That Door Thing [I really thought I had trapped you!], Playing Video Games During Our Lunch.... and other trips from that grade, Getting through our terrible teachers (you know the ones!), Doing all those projects, That surprise party i co-planned for you, All of our other shopping trips, Driving in my car, all my driving screw ups, when I would sufer the rath of your sibs to let you have fun with your significant other, when i asked you for advice and never followed it..... that actually happened all the time... wooops! Anyways, as you can tell, we had fun these last few years.... stuff that i hope you will not forget (cuz i know i won't!). The day i asked you if you wanted to sit with me and my friends at lunch changed my life soooo much!!! (BTW - thanx for saying "yes"!)

Okay, apart from you being such a good pal, (LYLAS!!!).... I actually have to work now!!! JOBS SUCK!!!! oddly i am saying this before I have even started. Still, the idea of me in red.... gag!

TTYL

Yes, I know... it's shocking...

My latest news - i got a job. I'm actually still shocked. Yesterday I dropped my weakish resumé off and they called me today... very quick! I'm still kinda in shock! Anyways, I start monday... i obviously need to be trained... and learn what the names of all the weird food are... curse the regular food I eat! 2lol... it's still funny that I have a job... i can barely even think of how funny that is!! ttyl...

I know you are still probably laughing at the idea of me... in a uniform.... that's not pink!

DVD 4 U

Okay, doing my space time yesterday I made a DVD called "2005 Graduates" which is basically a slide show of all the pictures I have of my classemates, friends, and closer-friends from our high school years.... if I had a lot of pics of you or movie clips of you, you are a star. I am the biggest star (obviously!), then Heather, then Alice, then Sharon... My sub stars are Jenny W., Both Celias, and Janet. The people that do make an apperance and I have a couple pics of you are: Jenny C(6), Sammy(5), Robin(2+), Jamie (5), Krista (5), Tara (6+), Rochelle (5+), Steph (4), Dasha (4+), Kate (+2), Helen (3+), Michelle (6), Doris, amy, shannon, patrick... renée, elyse, patty, <-- they all show up at least 2-3 times! Anyways... i'll give a copy to any of my big or sub stars but otherwise you will have to borrow it. If you do actually want a copy, it's free.... but you have to find a way to get it! BTW- the total length of the movie is about 12 mins. That seems short but there is soooo much to see! For example, in just 3 mins and 45 secs, you see 12 movie clips and 105 pictures flash by! Crazy huh!? Anyways... that's all I had to say on that topic - enjoy the rest of your summer!

Just another day in my world...

Okay, you'll never guess what I did today.... lol.... actually, i'll give you one guess..... if you still don't know, you really don't know me that well... cuz today I..... WENT SHOPPING!!!! I took Celia and Ms Tacky to a mall they had never been to but I had been like 10 times. Let me warn you that the only thing i bought was lunch and a drink, it turns out that Celia was the big spender when she bought pants and a skirt.... and lunch... and a yogurt! She made Tacky and I look a little cheap... feh! I shop enough... it's a wonder i'm not broke! Anyways, me wants to give a shout out to Mr. Sammie Fungus [lol!!] for reading my blog so frequently and being my number one commenting fan!!! Thanx, you make my site look less lonely!!! And i do try to return you goodness by making fun of you on your own blog! I'm cruel... but at least i know it! Anyways, you are an awesome guy and I would luv to hang out with you one day... (lol, that sounds like punishment!) I am also very bored.... it would be cool to stalk you and see who is really having the better summer.... besides, i don't think you could stand me for too long.... remembers times we talked 1 on 1.... last time i really talked to you was either the time i tried to get you to skip school and go shopping with me, or when we were at the library doing english isp research, that's when you said that you don't hate anyone and I told you i was going to try to get you to hate me.... lol... ttyl~

Shannyn

I'm am bad little girl...

Today I accomplished a small task that will add to my fairly short list of illegal activities but fairly long list of "forbidden" activities. I'm pretty sure my bro and I were alone... he was the one that really did IT but since I let him, and I was obviously the older one, I could have gotten into a lot of trouble. Thankfully nobody was around or those who saw, did not care... and that neither of us died... although I don't think it was a deadly scenario. Anyways my bro also broke a picture frame in my house today but with a little glue and touch-up with paint, we hope nobody will notice. Oddly, that happened before the illegal one and was a leading factore in me allowing the activity.

Okay, that sounds really vague, but in all honesty, I don't know who reads this blog... and would rather not say much. Also, who knew that I was such a bad girl... giggle. I care far too much about getting in trouble and should become more relaxed (i'll just put that into my pda for future referance - cute). Anyways, when my bro + I came home we pinky swore not to tell the 'rents. MWHAHAHAHA!!! We are so innocent... and cute! ttyl

32 days till I leave for University
33 days till I move into res
35 days till my bday
36 days till school starts
1 day until tomorrow

Too Lazy

I did NOTHING today... and I don't care. Thanx to Robin, I also learned that the pic from my last post is not visible to others (although it obviously works on my computer). How sad. Anyways, i'm not going to fix it just cuz i'm too lazy. Although today i did go to my gm's house to help clean it with my bro. We both made some quick and easy spending money and got some pretty good hot dogs for lunch. I finally learned how to put songs on my pda (tried 5 but only got three on succesfully). The songs are kinda old, but I still like em... the successfull ones are: 1. Girls and Boys, 2. American Idiot, 3. Sing for the Moment. Ya, that just gives you an idea of my music likes. (Green Day rules! + Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money). I have a bunch of more resent songs on my other computer but I am stuck working on this one today.... well, i wouldn't say i'm quite stuck... it was basically the one I started on and now am too lazy to move to another. That's just how my situation is.... i'm just Too Lazy.... but as my dear Sammy has already told me, it's okay cuz it's the summer. Sweetness....

ttyl...

Oh Ya, I also went on msn on my pda today... it's soooo weird!!! And a million times harder to have a conversation with someone cuz it takes a few minutes to actually get out what you wanted to say... i'm scared to try it with two people cuz i might not be able to go from one convo to another. I've learned lately that i'm really not a curious person... and could probably careless if i never tried msn-in' with dos peoples.

Oh ya, and another thing, that airport thing in Canada today.... so sad. It's kinda amazing that nobody died (that is at least what I heard). Oh well... i'm 99% sure that it had nothing to do with terrorism... this makes me happy... but on the other hand it probably had something to do with the other major world issue - global warming... i don't really know which is worse, cuz they will both eventually screw us all over (scary thought!). Well... ttyl people of the world! Drive safely and if i don't talk to you later - good afternoon, good evening and good night! (The Trumen Show!)

Shannyn

Tacky

This is Tacky + bro

Pics taken from my camera phone

Shopping Trip # 1 Million + 10

Well, guess what I did today! Shopping... again.... well at least it was a different mall... (YD Mall). I took the subway there! *shockes* I know... spoiled little girl actually taking public transit! There was one point where I actually knew which way to go and Tacky didn't!!! Oh ya, i forgot to add that I went with Tacky and her bro. Basically i spent the whole day trying to piss him off as much as possible. giggle, walked through the makeup sections of the mall as slow as i could... and went in all the nice clothing stores (although I would have anyways, I would not have made a point to look at everything and go ALL around the store). I smelled EVERY perfume just to get him angry... although i think i wasn't harsh enough (should have looked at underwear and bras [that would have put him over the top for sure!]). Nyways, he wasn't that bad, just gave him my pda and that shut him up pretty well. HE TALKS SO MUCH though!!! grrrrr....... don't worry, he didn't ruin my trip though. (it's pretty hard to ruin my shopping trips!). kk, g2g... ttyl

New Stuff!

Okay, I know you are just going to say that I am such a spoiled rotten little daddy's girl / princess / or whatever... but the news is too exciting to hold back. Yesterday I went shopping with el padre for the 'back-to-school' "essentials". Let me list what he bought for me:

1. New camera phone with sweet plan. (He also got one for himself)
2. Laptop
3. Carrying case for laptop
4. A new wireless router
5. Random other cords for laptop
6. a PDA (!!) <-- have already sent two emails from it(!)
7. A printer/scanner/photocopier (nice one too!)
8. And radom other stuff that goes with my PDA

Of course this cost him a fortune, but it's for school.... and you can't put a price on education *wink + cheesy grin*

So call me what you like, hate me for all my brand new stuff, but i don't care cuz I got sweet stuff!!!! BWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

I'm BACK!

Hey! I just got back from cottage. It was pure sweetness. Very much up north, hidden in trees, but it wasn't that buggy. I had a pretty comfortable bed, although I nicknamed by bro squeaky cuz his bed was loud! Giggle. They had a loft there too so we hung out there at night, played games and did puzzles. (It was sweet!) Feh, I tried to go swimming the second day but I got freaked out cuz my bro found an animal bone in the water and said there were more there. Then he said he found a hove and told me where they were. My mom said that there were probably many dead animals in the water because they fall through the ice in the winter. That freaked me out. Plus I don't like spiders, and I assumed they had a dock spider (whom I named furry frank). So all of this combined freaked me out, so I didn't swim ever. I wrote a letter to Tacky and listened to music most of the time at the beach. Oddly, my parents and bro were not freaked out my the water - so they left me alone often. That kinda sucked, but it was relazing too. I can't really think about what else to say, other than i'm really happy to be back.

On the way home we stopped at my uncle's house. My aunt (not his wife but my other aunt) was there too and she had brought her cute puppy (only a couple of months). There was this conversation between her and my dad that really freaked me out cuz I realized that I am a lot like her and my bro is exactly like my dad. You had to be there, I realized what I was going to be like in the future.... creepy.

Well, I'm really tired from unbacking.... ttyl.

Feeling uncreative

First of all, let me sat congrats to Tacky on her one year (shocker I know! j/ks). Secondly, me goin' away for a while to cottage. When I come back, i'll blog again... Adios!

I Live Off Juice

The title holds too much truth. I only drink fruit punch... very little pop, some milk, and abolutely no water. How unhealthy does that sound? gag. My fam and Tacky tell me to drink it, but I cannot bring myself to do it. I mean, if it was a life/death situation, i'm not stupid enough to realize I have to drink it, but seriously - don't you people realize it taste so yucky??!?!?! Honestly!!!!!!! Hence, I really have been living off of sweet juice. (The sugary kind too!). This obviously produces a happier me.

Nyways, today is looking pretty f'in sweet. Done nothing this morning 'cept a few chores, and goin' out tonight for free fish & chips with gps. Sure this sounds boring, but afterwards, since my ps are out, I can do what ever me wants! Plannin' on movie with bro. (Love popcorn)!!! OH! BTW- yesterday I saw anchorman again... it's not as cool the second time!

Even if I spent this whole summer living off a sugar high, I still think that it will be my best yet. <-- See, I am optemistic sometimes!!!

My Heart Bleeds For Londoners

Gotta make this quick but basically I thought Charlie and the Chocolate factory was pretty good, however my bro and Tacky thought the first movie was better. Although we all agreed that this one is funnier and more interesting, they enjoyed the first better. I have to admit, the Oompa Loompas' songs were funnier in the first movie but better related to the story in the second movie.

I didn't really do anything to day, except go to the bank and play on my computer and clean the yard. I actually just came in for a swim and gonna watch a movie with family probably tonight.... the only benefit is that I can usually convince them to watch something I wanna watch, and I get popcorn... which happens to be my fav. food.

Ttyl.

Willie Wonka Day

My plans for today are to go watch the new willie wonka (+chocolate factory) movie. I'm going down this afternoon with Tacky, her bro, her sis, and my bro. Normally I would not have been too thrilled about that, but it's for her good cause. If she doesn't take them today, she has to bring them 2mora... which would bring so much trouble.... although this thought is interesting... but I'm not in the business of getting friends in trouble as of yet. Hence, I'm stuck with the situation, and I plan to make it a good one. My bro doesn't technically have to come, but I invited him anyways... wow.. I am such a good sister!!! giggle... 2lol.... if you believe that you are probably insane. Although, we have been getting along quite well this summer. I guess that might just be because we are older now... and he knows that I am leaving next year, so maybe he views it as his quality time with ME! feh! I shouldn't try to explain much...

Anyways... maybe I might just be able to fit in some more shopping time.... that would be sweet.... (and very typical of me!) Buenas Dias!!!

P.S. stupid allergies... my nose is running a lot this morning...

Another Shopping Adventure

Today I was forced to wake up early so that my mother and brother (two non-shop-aholics) could start shopping as soon as possible so that they could therefore end the trip as soon as possible. I often wonder how we are related. Anyways, First we bought new school supplies on our annual back-to-school shopping trip... (I know it seems too early for this... but read the above stuff again to emphasize my point on them getting it over with!). ...so, that was pretty succesful except I forgot to get whiteout (oops!) and I am still looking for a nice pretty (possibly pink) side/sholder bag for school. Next, my bro got some new shoes, then I got some bedding for university... It's designer! giggle... and it's not pink! 2lol. I started looking at some pda's after that cuz my parents promised me one for school next year... but my mom doesn't really understand them to well so I'm gonna go back with my pop another day... (doesn't that sound like super fun!). anyways... I also got some clothes (tank top and some hot pink underwear - scandelous!). giggle. That was basically it. It really seems like I go shopping a lot now. OH! I forgot to add, when we were comming home my mom made a small stop at a local store, so she left my bro and I in the car... with the keys... neadless to say, ideas started comming to my head... so.... we stole the car and hit it in another parking lot!!! When my mom came out of the store she obviously could not find her car... we finally jumped out to surprise her... but it turns out that she had also bought my bro and I chocolate for being really good today.... hence - I feel so bad about hiding the car!!!!!! Am I not like the worst person ever!?!?!?!??!

P.S. The Tampa Bay baseball team rules!

HARRY POTTER!!! *tears*

Ohh... so sad. I finished the book earlier today... I can't believe THAT person died!!! I must go into morning! *tears*

BIES!

Sharon's Surprise

Well, I told you I would tell you all about it eventually.... We planned a surprise party for Sharon Mak.... and it was sooooo much fun. We all met at a restaurant and surprised Sharon when she walked in (She almost cried!). The waitresses were so good to us, so i tiped them pretty well. Then she came over to my car to see the present the eight of us had gotten her..... a Dior Makeup ring centered in the middle of a candy house made by Tacky, Jenny and I. I think she really liked it. Anyways, after the presents, we all divided up into the two cars (mine and hers) and went to her house to drop off her stuff.... took some pics there and meet her folks. I guess the nine of us kind of surprised them and 9 o'clock... oopps.... feh! We had planned to go somewhere after that, but that crumbled, so we went to Lazerquest where I came in 6th place out of 25 people. MWHAHAHAHA!!! Although sadly both Tacky and Jenny beat me. I during the came... i killed Tacky pretty well (gaining a nice 36 points off her!) Funess.... That same day I forgot to inform you that I also worked at an actually company! *Shockes* I spent the whole day filein' (gag!) they had the worst possible system! Well... gonna go see a game today! BIES!

Da surprise is still comin'

I'm not trying to sound like a gangsta here, I just like to use has few letters as possible in a title. Either way, I'm getting excited as the surprise aproaches! He/She has no idea that it is comming their way... MWHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Most things have been set up - he/she should not trust them. They don't realize their last few days have been false. All conversations have been lies - but I swear it is for a good cause. (Honest!). They WILL enjoy it. AND IT WILL NOT BE RUINED!! *insert another evil laugh*.

Apart from the plan, I REFUSE TO KEEP ALL MY POSTS IN ON LANGUAGE!!! Is it really my fault you don't speak français? ou español? NON! C'est ta faulte - maudite vache! giggle.... or even better... va te faire enculer par ta mère! Tu n'est qu'un petit pièce de merde!!! Okay, I think I went way to far with that last one. I don't really mean it, I just enjoy letting myself rage online. I hope it doesn't happen for a good many posts to come.

If you are of some importance to me, I didn't mean any of that. I just enjoy proving that I am officially bilingual. (As of yesterday went I got the certificate of bilingualism!) I also got my report card yesterday.... not too shappy.... the worst is my 75 in philosophie. However my spanish and english marks were above eighty. (respectable for me, but not too good). I totally know that I could have recieved a better mark in spanish.... curses. Adios!

Shannyn

Soy una ángel pesimista

Random thought that I thought i could blog: Everytime I think about something... I always imagine the worst case scenario. Why can't I just relax and let everything wash over me?

Just Chilin'

Right now I am doing abso-bloody-lutely nothing! I cannot go out because I have to pick my little brother up at his friend's house today but I do not know what time; hence, I am waiting for a telephone call from him. Most summers I spent loads of time with him, because we do not talk much to each other during the school year. It is kind of my way of making it up to him, but this year we both seem too busy for each other. Everytime I go out, he is alone, when he goes out, I am lonely. Since I have a car I can easily leave this hickville whenever I please, but he does not have this ability. I feel sorry for him, but I do not believe that this sentimate is reflected well to him. We do not seem to understand each other too well. Sometimes we ban together against our parents (good times!) but more often I spend my time up here in my computer room and he relaxes downstaires in front of the television. Communication is low between us since we have nothing in common. We have never even attended the same school - my point being that I do not even have many chances to improve our connection lines!!

Adios ~ just a little rant with proper grammar.

THE PLAN.... SSHHHHH!!!

Oui, c'est vrai, ma pauvre amie, quelle surprise j'ai planifier pour elle. Okay, pas vraiment, j'avais d'aide! Merci a mes amies qui m'ont aider avec cette excellent surprise!!! Je souhait que ça marche bien! Nous allons voir...

Sorry about that, it's my top secret plan... giggle... can't wait. I'll tell you about it later this week. I am soooo bad at keeping secrets!! Anyways, yesterday was awesome fun. I went shopping in UC mall with mi madre. I got a new swimsuit - it's white with a lot of pretty writting so it's actually really colorful. Then i got some new shoes... wanna guess what color they are? (PINK!!!)... then, came the moment of thuth, how much can my mom's chargy card handle? I wasn't really thinking about that as i bought 11 t-shirts which costs almost $200!!!! Okay, that actually sounds cheap, but 4 of them were over a hundred bucks.... the prettiest one was over 40 bucks!! That's actually insane for a little graphic t-shirt.... and i never would have even though about getting it, without knowing that i had my mommy's chargy card in my hand, and not my own! giggle.... i'm so bad.

I also ordered the new harry potter book that's comming out. I'm actually quite a fan of those books and i practically read them religiously! Very excited!!!! The prob is that my parents are having a party that day and forbid me to pick it up the day it comes out... so i have to wait a full extra day so that i can help clean the house... normally i would rebel but all this surprise planning is making me tired!!

NIGHT NIGHT

Another Day Of Shopping

HEY! Shopping today was cool, i tried on a couple of tank tops but didn't buy anything. Celia, Janet, Jenny and i went and we were going to watch a movie afterwards but nothing really looked good, so they came to my house and we rented 'the pacifier' with Vin Disel. It was pretty funny!

Yesterday i got back from my trip of northern camping. That was awesome. The bugs loved me though, and i have a million bits... ohhh, so itchy!! Nyways, there i hung out with Janet, Heather and Patty. By the end, i was so tired and we all wanted to kill Patty so that we could spend some time relaxing... cuz she wanted to do a lot of hiking. FEH! me 2 lazy. It was really purty up there. I would do it again if i could, but i would have also brought bug spray - thanx janet!!!

Alice is playing Sims 2

Giggle. Alice is at my house right now and she is playing sims 2 on my good computer! BWHAHAHAHA!!! She is so challenged at this game it makes me laugh. I found it very easy to learn, maybe i just learn quickly! :) Anyways, Tacky, when you read this - don't be mad, but your sim family will probably end up killing each other!!!! You have such a disability!!! Right now she is trying to learn how to rotate objects! (sadly this has lasted quite some time!)... wow... i'm being too mean. kk. Forgive me Tacky!

Shannon!

Means: Shy, Little, Wise, Owl, Ancient

Upset about a good day?

As good as a day good be (by day i mean heavly stressful high school day), today was not bad. I had two presentations and an exam to do, but they all went okay (pretty sure i passed at least!). After this, i did my normal activities, even met a new friend "Amber". Had an awesome day at work - i like students who are pretty hot and enjoy learning at the same time (<-- best part about tutoring!). so... en somme, today wasn't bad... so, why do i feel so sad? I can't explain the feeling, but i only feel like sad songs today, and i don't want to do anything i normally love to do. Don't understand myself today, explained emotions... I swear i am not a moody person, but i was happy up until an hour ago. What does this mean? Have i perhaps been thinking to much about the end of school? Is this the cause of sadness and other strong emotions? Back in elementary school, i was the only girl who never cried on the last day, when we knew we were never comming back. I had emotions, but i cannot show them - i don't even try to hold them back, they just don't show! I don't even force them. I seem like a bubbly blonde - am i so afraid of my image that i can't cry? Why don't i cry a lot? I mean, i cry when i am hurt (physically) but i can only remember a few moments where i truely cried. There was this one time i cried for attention, or at least it started out that way, just b/c i was sad about one thing, but then half way through, the acting stopped and i was being real. That's another fact about crying, it's hard to stop and it usually turns real if it's intentions were not.

Ick. That is a lot of free style writting. All truth though. I jump ideas a lot and write what i think, however it does help me discovers my thoughts. Reading what i think, and thinking what i think are quite different due to the fact that it always seems to be more real when i read it.

Maintenant, je vais commencer d'écrire dans une autre idioma. Sí, hablo tres idiomas pero mi español es horrible. Donc je vais continuer ou je suis confortable. Il y exciste une sorte de rasurance en savant qu'il n'y a pas beaucoup de personnes qui vont comprendre tous de ce que j'écrit. Peut-être un jour je vous écrirai une poème à propos de ma souffrance. Ma pauvre coeur - il ne fonctionne pas. Il n'a jamais fonctionner car j'ai jamais senti l'amour. J'ai trops peur. Je n'aime personne. Amour de famille est différent car il faut les aimer, je ne peut pas décider ceci, mais l'amour pour quelqu'un d'autre n'existe pas pour moi. Serai-je toujours comme ceci? No sé pero es probable. Soy une habladora que quiere dormir - donc il faut que j'aille. Salut! Hasta la proxima.

Until the next time, it's shannyn signing out - Póg mo thoin!

Having Fun At Quizilla(.com)

What type of killer am I?
A Samurai
"You are full of honour and value respect. You are not really the stereotypical hero, but you do fight for good. Just in your own way. For you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil person, if it is for justice and peace. You also don't belive in mourning all the time and think that once you've hit a bad stage in life you just have to get up again. It's pointless to concentrate on emotional pain and better to just get on with everything. You also are a down to earth type of person and think before you act. Impulsive people may annoy you somewhat."


Which of the Greek Gods are you?
Morpheus
"You are like the Greek God Morpheus, of dreams. Believing there is something bigger out there, and often lost in thought. You're imaginitive and smart - but not always a leader, but usually the one that comes up with the plan. You often ask, What if... and long to get out of the darkness and through the window."


What type of teenager are you?
Regular
"You are the 'regular' teen. Don't worry, alot of people will get this result. However, you set pretty high/low goals for yourself...and you believe you are the only one in the world. But, there are alot of people with your attitude. You tend to wear regular clothing, or you are forced to wear colors you don't want to. (such as your mother always buying you pink / blue clothing) Sometimes you feel horribly lonely and want to hide, but as always, you find something to give you reason to continue. You can either hate or love school, one opinion please. Never fear, you are not one of a kind...and that is kinda nice to hear, since there are other teenagers out there with your exact view on life. "

"You could get a job as an author, Teacher, editor, architect, buisness owner, or administrator. Good luck in life, and don't forget that no one is ever alone. "


You are beautiful.... but why?
Innocent and Childlike
"You are beautiful because of the pure, sensitive, good hearted, unexperienced vibe you give out. You most likely haven't done much such as sex, drugs , and alcohol. If you have you were probably just experimenting out of pure curiousity. Your curiousness may lead to danger if you cannot control it! People like to be around you because of your young personality. You like to have fun and be happy. You are well liked by most people but some may find you slightly immature. Don't let people bring you down, for you are a wonderful and beautiful person!"

Not Thinking About The "E" Word!

Exams. That's right! It's that time of year again. Anyways, i would rather rant about the BBQ I was at last night. As usual, my bro and i formed a sub party. We didn't know many ppl because they were all friends of the family or distant relations over the age of 30 (at least! some were over 90!!!). The youngest was a one year old baby and a three week old puppy. Needless to say, the puppy (Darci) was ADORABLE!!!!! After those two were my bro and I followed by my cousin who is in his thirties - hence i was alone! So anyways. My bro and i get a long pretty well, so he talked by ourselves most of the night, when people where not coming up to me and wishing me luck next year at university. The highlight of course was pretty f'-in sweet! My gramma has apparently been saving a ring for me since i was born. Let me add, it's not just a ring. It's got 8 diamonds, 8 saphires and it's gold!! (VERY EXPENSIVES!!!!) and it has to be at least 30 years old!!! I'm actually afraid to where this thing!! Anyways, it was suppose to be for my 18th b-day but instead i got it for my grad because i will be at uni by then...

g2g. BIES! - Shannon

A little lesson in Gaelic

While in Ireland last summer i learned this neat and helpful little phrase: "póg mo thón". I saw it on a t-shirt with a pic of Bart Simpson bending over, showing his butt. I'm sure you can just guess what it means, or at least that it's not the best phrase. So, back to my story: This is actually scottish gaelic, not irish gaelic, so let me tell you how to say it the true irish way: "póg mo thoin"! While doing this "research" i descovered another term "spalpeen" which means 'irresponsible fool'. (i can think of a few ppl) although it may also mean 'scamp'. Finally, this one i already knew before my trip: "céad míle fáilte ", which means 'a hundred thousand welcomes'. - to pronounce that: ' Kay-d mill-uh fault-chuch'.

Hope you learned a lot today.
Shannon

P.S. The show last night at my school was really good. R.P. was sooo amazing. I asked my bro who had the best singing voice and he said you. Everyone else was super good too, but you couldn't hear them sometimes cuz da music was loud. Congrats to all.

Girls Don't Like Boys, Girls Like Cars And Money

Giggle. Boys are great, but so are cars and money. I have a car, and i have some money (although i'm still quite poor), having a boy would be great. And, as per the song, i don't think i would abuse him that badly. I could pay for my own things, and be funny! Actually, aren't i funny?. .. in a sort of sarcastic way at least? Giggle. do do do... "boys will laugh at girls when they aren't funny..." Ever since prom i have been addicted to this game. See that's the weird thing about me, i play a song over and over and over again until i just get sick of it. It's on it's 20th or so round right now... i usually don't get sick of a song till the 115th round of the song. Although "scars" by Papa Roach lasted at least twice as long as that. I was royally addicted to that for weeks. ....and these girls like these boys, and these boys like these girls.... giggle. boys. and car. and money.

Shannon

P.S. Am i losing my soul through the material world?

Shopping

Picture of my shopping trip after prom,
I look so sleepy!

Again

okay, sorry I had to leave so fast last time. It always seems that as soon as i start writing stuff down, that someone will come in and interupt me. It's just not fair! Anyways... as I was saying last time, prom was sooo much fun, i have all my pictures in my msn space, it seems simplar there; although that does mean that you actually have to have my msn to see them. OH wells, let me just explain it as grafically as i can: My hair was up, and i had a few light curls comming down from it. My dress was stapless and a light pink. Everyone looked soooo nice. For once they had some pretty good music (I LOVE GREEN DAY!!!), and everyone danced a lot. Sadly us girls had evil shoes that made it hard to dance all night, so most ppl took of their shoes that danced like hicks. I on the other hand did not (ironic b/c i live in the most hickiest down around and they all live near the city!).

OMG! I don't want to do my homework!!!!!! I am totally procrastinating about it. Sure it's not due untill tuesday but i just want it over with, and i can't find enough information to finish it. EVIL EVIL!!! A thousand curses on my teacher who assigned it! I still can't believe that i have to go to school 2mora, it was such a comfortably long weekend. *tears* only 18 days till i am finished all my exams and school is over for me. Of course i still have grad night to look forward to... but basically i'm still quite sad. High school really is some of the best years of your life.

Prom and the Next Day

WOW! prom was awesome. to all those people who didn't go because they didn't have anyone to go with - well i didn't go with anyone, that just goes to show you that you can still have so much fun without a date - and to all those people who thought it would not be fun - hanging out with your friends, when everyone is complementing you, is fun. I pity you -.

After Prom, ALY came over and slept in my basement. When we woke up the next day, we went shopping far away in maple with jenny, jenny, janet & sharon. fun fun. the best part was the no schoolness. SWEET! I bought a new shirt. I plan to wear it on saturday.

LATERS!

Drinking a PEPSI

Song: Treble Charger - American Psycho
From my title i'm sure you can guess what i am doing right now. giggle.
Today was awesome. I only had 120 minutes of class. Then i went to a fair at my school, where Tackie killed me in one of the games. I bought a FREEZIE there. It was blue. I have blue clothes ont today. And my pepsi can is blue. Therefore: I am blue.

Anyways, after i left the fair, Tackie, Sharon and Jenny went to an animal farm where we got to look at farm animals (GOSH!). Sharon is evil. Jenny is funny. We saw birds, donkies, sheep, ponies, and rabbits. There were other stuff, but thoses were the highlights.

I drove Tackie back to school and Sharon to her house. Then Jenny and i played a round of ten pin bowling. She won. By a lot. (giggle!) Then we went shopping for prom stuff. She got a few things, but i got nothing. Then i drove her home.

Right now i am mad at my parents. My daddy is sick, but my mom is guilt-triping me about it. I wanted to play a game. I NEVER get my way (*cough*cough*). Either way, i ate pizza tonight, and during our trip to the farm, i bought some strawberry ice cream. Stawberry is my new fav. flavor, b/c it's as sweet as I. giggle.

Sick ... but happy.... but not

Okay, this weekend totally sucked. I have beeb sick since thursday night - flu. gross gross. Don't worry, i don't plan on giving you the nasty details. Let me just say that it was the the most sick i have been in a very long time. I blaim my bro for it, he got it first!!!!

Anyways, prom is comming up. This makes me happy. Even though i am super weak, i went shopping with my mom today and we bought myself a prom dress (pink and long!) and a new purse (white!). The happiness comes from the crappy limo arrangements we have. I feel like no matter what we do, it is going to hurt somebody. Personally i would like to have it just the girls in the limo so that i don't have to exclud any of my friends - but bfs make it so much more complex. Damnation!!

I may or may not continue this later.
too angry now

Yesterday = Shopping Fun

Yesterday was très fun. After buying really pretty jewelery... (tons of earings and a butterfly necklace for me), Sharon, Celia and I drove down to SC mall. Sadly we didn't buy any new clothes, but Sharon tried on four dresses for prom. I still say the first one looked amazing on her. She tried to get Celia and I to try some on but we were stubborn. Both of then tried on a million shoes, but i have big feet and couldn't bother.

Two days ago i cut my hair much shorter and died it blonder. Although both S + C noticed yesterday, when i went to church today, nobody said anything. painful. I'm sure that nobody noticed, which normally would have been fine with any regular haircut, but let me tell you, my hair is really really bright right now. I think that it's very obvious that i colored it. So.... somebody should have said something. painful.

Soo much work to do!!!! Allez-vous en!

The old me, The new me...

Let me make this clear. I used to be a bi.ch, I mean full out. I was a clothes obsested person! I cared so much about what people thought of me, but on the other hand i would yell and curse at them whenever i felt like it. I had no respect for anyone or anything, and my grades were terrible. I could not keep any secrets, but i had some pretty close friends. Let me say that i was a level B not too long ago. I would have done anything to become and A, and let me say that i did do a lot of things that i am not proud of now. (sorry to everyone about that hate mail...). All those mean jokes, and talks about people behind their backs... I don't understand how you ever forgave me.

That was the old me. Then came the next stage of life. I became a C. My grades got better, but i had lost a lot of friends. Although i became really tight with those friends that I had, i really wasn't happy. Now that we are in high school, and the letter system is a little different; i don't know where I stand.

Who am I, and where do I stand? I'm so confussed.

Compliments

I don't know what to write. I have so much work to do this weekend <-- this fact can't be stressed enough. To solve this problem, I'm just going to write in point form so that i don't need to make actually paragraphs...

• I went shopping with my friend today. I missed her.
• I have to work tonight. No pay.
• "FEJ" is still cute, but there can never be anything that comes from this. It's a fact that I don't actually like him - this doesn't change his cute level.
• I was complimented today by the most unlikely of people. (Hence the title).
• My brother stole his MD back. I am currently music-less.
• Dinner party (AGAIN!) 2mora. Rachel and Jason are comming. They're cool.
• Accepted to two 'u's - early

Well, work soon. BIES!!!

Bite Me

I have to work tonight. Bite Me. I have to work (for my church) for the next three days. Bite Me. I have two projects, and a test next week. Bite Me. I told off one of the only people who ever really looked up to me and thought i was cool. Bite Me. I just realized i'm over the guy i liked for several (literally!) years. Bite Me. I have started talking about ppl behind their backs. Bite Me.

BITE ME!

So not me...

It's not like me to forget something, in fact i so rarely forget something that my parents say i have a memory like an elephant b/c "an elephant never forgets". Wow! By that sentence i totally sound like a little kid. Anyways, today i forgot some of my homework at school (shocking!) - my point is that that is not like me at all. It's actually very rare for me and i feel really empty because of it.
So, guess what i did about this montrous problem... I went and e-mailed my teacher. Wow! Now i sound like a total nerd! - Apart from what i sound like, i'm actually sad that i forgot my work, and i'm scared of getting in trouble 2mora. - just meet my teacher and maybe that last part can be justified for me.

I feel like breaking down (not just for the reason above). I don't actually know why. Pourquoi es-ce que je trouve l'explication de mes idées si difficile? Pourquoi trouve-je que c'est imposible de communiqué mes problèmes? No sé. (that last part is Spanish, incase you are trying to look the word up in a french dictionnary).

So, yesterday was a snow/ice day and they closed down all the buses. Needless to say, i drove anyways and stayed at school despite the fact above. 67% of my classes had less than 55% of the students in attendance. That's a weird fact, but what angers me is that i believed that I had to stay at school, despite this, and my brother got to go home. Little fils de putain! Je vais lui tuer un de ces jours! (pas vraiment, mais vous savez ce que je veut dire [j'espère]). It's not fair that he was allowed to go home, when i had to suffer through pointless busy activities. Je suis fâché.

Another thing about yesterday was that it was V- day. That was annoying. Une de mes plus grande désire est d'être plus amical avec le nouveau garçon à l'école. Vous savez à qui je pense. Ayuadame por favor!

"Where she belongs is not here! But there is no place for her to go."

Dracula has come to suck your blood!!!!

Read the title and you will know which book I am currently reading. I don't understand why "dracula" isn't a very popular book, b/c i really like it. It's full of suspence and in general, it's very well written. I just don't understand why not yet Oprah's fav. jokes, i never watch that show.

Anyways, it's a new semester for me, and, with a limited number of shocks from "the real world", I think it will be a half descent semester. Much more work than the previous, but mark wise, my strengths are all here. Well, as many of you know, a new semester often brings new kids to a school. Let me annonce, here and now for all to hear, that the new kid (let's call him "Fej") it's a hottie. Not only does he have the whole european look about him, which my school seriously lacks, but, he is down to earth and i have already embarrased him. Personally, i don't think that yelling "BYE FEJ!!!!!!! across the caf. is a big deal, but this is high school. Meaning that the rumour mill has already begun and i will get a beautiful but lengthy report about the situation on Monday. Since we all know that high school is about remembering all the bad/stupide things that you have done in your life. not jokes.

Have a descent 'mester ppl

Good Mood (with rewards)

Today i woke up after the best sleep i ever had! You know that feeling when you're like "wow! that was awesome" ??!!?!? Well, no matter, it was a nice long sleep...
Finally first semester is over! It was not good mostly because Math was so depressing. I think i did well in french and Soc. since i never had many probs with them all semester, but i'm like totally failing math so i'm really depressed about it. Although, it's over now and i never need to think about it again!!!! - at least not until report cards come out, in a few weeks. I'll probably cry when i get them. (I'm not usually this mark obesses - like some ppl).
Right now i'm listening to "American Pie" (the Madonna version). It's good - such a classic! "the day the music died... we started singin' - bye bye miss american pie...." "THIS WILL BE THE DAY THAT I DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" <-- not litterally ppl!! Some ppl might believe too much. Remember, today was good. Why, you might ask... well, let me tell you why... I went shopping, and bought:

1. New jean jacket ($30)
2. Pens (purple, pink, light blue) ($5)
3. Hot pink underwear x3 ($20)
4. Lunch / snack ($6)
5. A little doggie toy for my dog ($5)

Surprisingly, that is a lot for me. I never buy lots of stuff and splurge that much! Maybe it's my new job that's doing this to me. - Which reminds me - the one thing that is going to make this day less cool is that i have to go to work... :(

BIES!! "Bye bye miss american pie"

Be Nice

Not the ppl should be nice. I just hope that this web site will be nice to me today. Yesterday you may have noticed that my post was doubly-posted. Know idea why, but that's why i'm asking it to be nice now, so that it will not screw up on me again.

Nyhoo, the unimportance of life was revealed. Next i feel the need to discuss the insults i heard today towards mes vêtements. C'est méchant de dire que vous n'aimez pas les habilles des autres devant eux. Notez s'il-vous-plaît que je n'est jamais fait cela d'une façon aussi méchant que j'ai entendu aujourd'hui. Peut-être j'ai dit que quelque chose aux passé, quand j'était une très différente personne. Maintenant je senterai trop triste après avoir dit des choses de mêmes. Croyez moi que cela me donne des difficultés depuis que je suis une personne qui regarde toujours les vêtements des autres personnes. Néamoins, je trouve que c'est méchant quand une group de personnes disent qu'ils n'aiment pas votre habille. Horrible.

I found that it is much harder to express myself in french, yet it's easier b/c i feel safer since i assume that people who aren't as fluent will have to look up a few words to understand the real meaning behind this whole thing. DEAL WITH IT.

Buenos noches!!

Latest News

Well, I can officially say that I did nothing over the winter break. I have a growing suspicion that I actually have many less friends that I previously thought. I used to believe that I was the only one playing the game of being nice to people and pretending to be their friend. Apparently not. I know that I do have some friends; those people who stuck beside me and called me once of twice during the break. To them, I honestly think highly of you! For those who didn’t and probably where not even thinking of me, yet I consider you a friend, shame on you! You have been caught. Hypercritical of me, maybe, but it hurts that I think of you as a good friend of mine but we never talk as soon as I don’t see you every day. What’s the deal with that?!?!?! Well, I would appreciate knowing the truth. If you are indeed playing the game I have played many times and am still playing, please tell me so I can have a bit of closure. You may have caught that last thing I said. Well, it’s true that I do play this so called game of friends, but only b/c I fear telling you that you suck, perhaps being your friend is easier than telling you the truth. Please don’t feel that way about myself, I will not get mad if you say that we should not be friends anymore. Wouldn’t it be nice if the people I play friendship games with were to come up and tell me this? That would only happen in a perfect world. In all likelihood, the people I thought I could trust to stand by my side will reveal there dirty little secrets. I admit here that I will be hurt, but I do believe that in situations such as this one, it’s better I know. Thank you for considering this request.

Maybe or maybe not your friend - Shannyn

Christmas time...

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Crazy Evil Child

By the title your probably thinking that i'm making a reference to myself in someway. Not true; today a crazy-evil child is comming over to my house w/ her parents for a dinner party. <-- my parents are obsessed about these. Anyways, my lil' bro and I have always been annoyed by this perticular girl. We have known her since before she was born (our parents go way back!), in other words, now that we are much older, we try to avoid her at all costs, but today, the day that ends all days, we have to see her again + hang out with her. Let me explain why she is so evil: she's six, so basically she is active and doesn't stop talking, she claims that I am her best friend (cute but desturbing)... Other reasons exist but they are not to be read on the internet.

My point with all that is that I have to put up with her and intertain her all day, an i really dun wanna.... *CRY*

I still have an hour b4 she comes... SAVE ME!

Better Mood

Today everything seems to be working out for me...
1. Surprise test this morning wasn't that bad
2. Lost something and found it
3. Got out of something I didn't want to do
4. All machines (including comps.) are co-operating now
5. Did a good dead this morning!!

That last one made me feel really good... In summary, i helped someone in need get somewhere that they were having trouble getting to. Sadly, it was the first time I talked to this guy, even though I saw him for like 2 hours everyday for three years... Still I made an effort, and that's what counts!

I think the christmas spirit has gotten to me... te he.

~Shannon~

Gotta work tonight

Hey! <- by the way, Mrs. Teacher... that is a word!!
Anyways, i'm finally posting again, not that any of you missed me! *WOW! I do have a black soul!!* So, i did some things i'm not proud of today, found out some hiden secrets, about why some people didn't like me a while back... must say that that hurt! To them I say that I would never be as mean as to say something cruel like that! <-- this is not where one inserts that black soul comment i said earilier... Apart from the sadness it caused when i found out that some people thought i was THAT mean... today wasn't that bad... expect that it's not over yet and I have to work tonight! I'm suppose to work 2mora too, but i want to see if i can get out of that... maybe my boss will not be there and will end up closing down the center. sweetness...

Well, i must be off .... à la prochaine!

Yah! My post is going to work this time!!

As you may have noticed from my title, lately i have been trying to add another post, but my crappy internet was perventing it...

Have you ever noticed that people often say 'you don't know what it's like to be me?' and most of the time they believe that they know what it's like to be any other person... These are the people that really bother me. It seems so hypocritical of them to say that, because they think that their life is so much harder than everyone elses. Trust me when I tell you that everyone's life is hard; Although someone's might appear easy on the surface, it's really not.

I'm annoyed every time someone believes that my life is easy. They see that my schedule is not a busy as their's and think that I do nothing and that nothing is hard for me in life because I have a semi-financial background. THAT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME!!! I have a job, i help my friends when they ask, and above all, i sit and think a lot. I don't mean this litterally, because i don't have the patience for that, but i have severe moral issues. Things happened in my childhood that made me who i am today, but a certain issue has kept me from having fun. You can't forget it because it is ever present, and THAT is why my life is as hard as everyone elses.

Before you start with a million questions, such as what caused this severe morale issue, let me tell you that I don't know what it is. Honestly, something happened but I don't remember what. I know it was bad, but i'll never know because i'm afraid of asking the people who would know.


GROS CON!

Crazy Shopper

The title is a little incorrect. I’m not really a crazy shopper, I just love shopping. Sharon and I (getting lazy with these nicknames!!) just went shopping at the newest mall in Canada!! Let me tell you, it’s worth the drive! I got these really cool sunglasses because I need some for when I’m driving in my new car and the sun gets too bright… I’m thinking ahead for the winter!! I also got this cute new wallet from urban planet – first thing I ever bought from that store! It’s pretty nice and big so it fits a lot of stuff. Sharon got the same wallet only in light blue (mines black!)

Any normal person would be so bored listening to me talk about my new stuff... so let me tell you what's really on my mind. It's my brothers first year of high school and we got our marks back today... His average is 4.8% higher than mine!! I know he is in an easier school and taking easy courses, but i'm still really upset that he is getting good marks. It really pisses me off and makes me feel stupid... not fair!

Yams going crazy!!

lol.. Yam, you might as well give up, if they are on my 'bad' list, I will probably not tell anyone who they are. I'm 99% positive that you are going to comment on this entry with some sort of secret attempt to find out all of the people's nicknames that you don't know... BTW - how was your walk with Nye? (That's going to be a hard nickname for me to remember later!)

Anyways, I'm 'lost inside' too people! Confussion about true possible schools for next year, this year's grades, and thoughts about Mathew. (truely and obviously not that person's name!) It's just nicer that those shrot three letter nicknames that I give everyone else! Mathew is special!! Gifted on my levels and talented in many fields.

Apart from HIM, life goes on. Not sure how, but it does. I'm stressed, whether you believe it or not. (probably not)

Moddy little me....

Finally Finished Project

* Thank you, thank you, thank you, no really, you are too kind! It took a lot of effort but i couldn't have done it without a little help from each one of you. I only hope that when you have big projects like mine, that you will let me repay you for your generosity. *

That's an extremly sarcastic way of saying thank you for nothing! Evil ppl. I'm clearly asking for help and I get none! Now my projects sucks and we all know you will need my help sometime in the futur and I will give it to you. So, to conclude, I hate you all! - as you may or may not have already known!

Gros con!
Filles d'une putain de merde!
Vous êtes tous des connasses!!!!!


Shannyn

Doing Homework 2

Oddly I'm doing the same thing right now as what I did the first day I got this: Watching T.V. and doing homework. This has probably been the longest time since I haven't written in this. As you can tell, I'm not obessing over it now... Good sign. Anyways, you might be wondering who is Gan. Let me tell you she's the most annoying girl of all time! I hated her in elementry school and she still bothers me. I don't even hang around her but her annoying voice carries very well... how unlucky for me. Normaly I just ignore her, but when i started my 'bad' list, i was just thinking who really should be on that list, and her name came really quickly to my mind.

Oh well, i'm still working on my promis Yam. I'm stopping my rambling about it. Curses... must go.... bies!!

The 'JOB'

As the title may emply, I got a job. I'm not very happy oddly, but these means that i'm maturing now. Helping others and stuff... it could be good for me! Who knows... Anyways, that's my big news... te he.. anyways... that's it... very short blog...
BIES!

Blogging-addicted

How wrong is it to be fully addicted to blogging... Everything I do I think, maybe I should add that the next time I'm blogging. I know that that's really weird, but nothing ever really happens to me, so your lucky that you probably will not hear about it. Nyhoo, this year i'm graduating from high school and the yearbook-association-group asked everyone to write a blurbie about themselves. Mine sounds super lame since i decided to make shout-outs to a bunch of people, but i know there are going to be some people i didn't mention who might get mad that i didn't even say there name... Well, it sucks to be you then... that's all I have to say... Oddly enough, i did to something cool today... I went to UTSC, looked around, took two tours... learned some stuff, then bought the t-shirt ... well not really, it was a sweat-shirt (pink to match my new earings) but you get the point anyways!! Tomorrow I think i'm going shopping again... but where to go.... times square ... lol ...

Good Day in my life

Today was simply a good day, not only did my math mark go up 4% but I went shopping with Celia and got these really cute pink turtle earings!! I love 'em a lot!! - in fact i'm wearing them right now... Anyways, apart from all that, i have little homework this weekend which is always a bonus adding to the day. I'm in such a good mood today... I think i'm going to play with the font colors now... that sonds very childish and fun... Shannyn rocks!! -Accoring to Tara, "vous basculez mes chaussettes!" Although I speak some french, i know that this is the worst translation of all time!! It's suppose to say "you rock my socks!" but it really didn't work in french. It doesn't really work in spanish either, cuz i speak some spanish too...

Anyways, back to color happy fun.... I wonder how that's going to turn out... Well, i'm at a loss for things to do tonight...comment on this entry with some ideas!!

The Lists

You may have already noticed this by now, but there two lists on the site of this web page. The first is called the good list, basically it's the one you want to be on. It always has exactly 10 people on it, so to get on, you have to bumb someone off. The list just simply shows who has been nice to me lately. Since I was very young I have been making this list, and still even have the proof, but it was only today that I decided to put the list on my blog-seeing as how it's like a diary... You never know when i'm going to update it, and I'm not making any copies of it, so i will not remember if you were ever on my list or not. I hope you understand how it works.

The Bad list is actually very hard to get on, you must really really annoy me to be on it. Not even really annoy, but you have to be mean to be to get on it. (Please don't try to get on it!) There is not an exact number of people required for this list and there may be only one or twoperson on it at a time. Anyways, it's not that i hate you if your on this list, cuz i do honestly try not to hate anyone, it's just that you have hurt me in a way I will never forget. *I still remember some of the first people on this list, many who transfered often from the two lists.*

Anyways, i kind of feel like a bad person having "the bad list" but it just shows that you really hurt me. I may appear so strong, but i'm proabably one of the weakest people you have ever met.

Doing Homework

Not like you care that much, but I can be currently found under massive amounts of homework.... On a more interesting note, G.W.Bush won, again! Although i'm not politically active - at all - he was the guy I was cheering for anywats.

Anyways, today I found out that my little nicknames for people at school were too obvious. Especially Bor's name. Lic was slightly less obvious but when you say that Lic and Bor are going out, then everyone knows who they both are. However, people have yet to find out about Cal. It's a good secret I plan to take with me to the grave. Yam (new person) - pointed out that it was terribly bad form for me to carry on ranting about people because, with nicknames likes these, everyone knows who I'm talking about... and then people will get hurt. So from now on I promis less ranting more joyful happy talk about cute adorable-ness.... -gag!- like that would ever last. New promis, less talking about people in a mean way. Anyhoo.... *DAMNATION* this is boring without being mean about someone.... Well, everyone was really nice at school today, Expect for one person who was talking about me behind my back ..... Tia* - not real name - Tia, everyone heard you saying that I was such a goodie-goodie and a tatle-tale... or whatever it was. Just for asking the teacher a question, my whole class truely hates me. Especially Tia and Lad* . Lad called me a bi*ch right to my face. - Don't know why, but it still hurts. -

Hate School - Shannyn

Back Again!

It seems that I have quickly become very obsessed with this Blog. Anyways, I just came back from my Tutor and I think I know less about Math before I got there then I do now. That better be normal!!

"Don't wanna be an american idiot" *best song of all time*

School news - certain people are really starting to bother me, but i really do fear using their real names, so let's just say Bor * (not his/her real name) is really annoying me. He/She also has a Blog on this site and I know their girlfriend/boyfriend (let's call him/her Lic) but they never even mentioned Lic's name once on the blog, that is so mean. Honestly, they have been going out for I while now, so don't you think Bor should have talked about Lic at least once?!?!?! This really annoys me because Lic is really a good person and Bor is sooo annoying. Bor is kinda ugly too, i don't mean to judge someone by their physical appearences, but their is one perticular caracteristic of Bor's that annoys me, however I can't say what it is because then everyone would now who Bor is.

That probably sounds very trivial to you, and you may not care at all, but it's really the only social think I know off, seeing as how I'm not into that whole talking to others thing....

Shannnnnnnyn

This is what I do....

In this entry I would love to tell you everything about me, but i'm sure that you don't give a *I censore myself* Right now i'm listening to this really wierd song right now: Amish Paradise. I'm not sure if i suggest it to anyone, and i even think that it's a little mean because it's kinda making fun of the Amish. Not nowing any Amish person personnally, i'm still sure that they would be insulted by this song in an odd way.

Enough about this song though, i'm bored. And I have to go see my tutor soon. *Can't pass math*. So evil.... It's not like it's all that important, math that is, when will i ever need to know "the chain rule" or how to factor algebraic sentences using long division? I mean it really doesn't apply to anything in real life!!! *A thousand curses on math*

Today was totally uneventful, as most days, espcially since I got to one of the biggest *hich-town-u.s.a.-schools!* ... Honestly, it's in the middle of no where, there is a giant subdivition surronding it, but there really isn't anywhere to go out at lunch, and this completly annoys me!!

Well, leaving now.... I can't wait to see what I did wrong with my homework - gag!

Back sooo soon??

Is it true that if you start blogging all the time, as soon as you get your blog, that you will soon loose interest in it?? Well that's what has happened most of the time with all my other blogs.... but then again, they were hosted at Yahoo, which really was giving me some problems. Consequently I never really blogged often because signing in just pissed me off...

I hate to say this but a lot of things piss me off.... Like Bor (read last entry)- honestly!! There is really something weird about that person! An other think that pisses me off is this other person i'll introduce you to, let's call him/her "Cal". Cal never stops talking about themself, even when you try to change the subject, they persistantly go right back to their subject. While talking to Cal today, I noticed this and I really tried to take what they were saying and twist the conversation away from him/her. This obviously isn't the best thing to do because it may seem like you are ignoring the person, but Cal was just so annoying that it needed to be done. Unfortunatly this method didn't work, Cal pretended like he/she didn't hear me (or he/she really didn't hear me) and just kept talking in their favor.

Well that's enough ranting for now.... pissed off, g2g