Yah! My post is going to work this time!!

As you may have noticed from my title, lately i have been trying to add another post, but my crappy internet was perventing it...

Have you ever noticed that people often say 'you don't know what it's like to be me?' and most of the time they believe that they know what it's like to be any other person... These are the people that really bother me. It seems so hypocritical of them to say that, because they think that their life is so much harder than everyone elses. Trust me when I tell you that everyone's life is hard; Although someone's might appear easy on the surface, it's really not.

I'm annoyed every time someone believes that my life is easy. They see that my schedule is not a busy as their's and think that I do nothing and that nothing is hard for me in life because I have a semi-financial background. THAT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME!!! I have a job, i help my friends when they ask, and above all, i sit and think a lot. I don't mean this litterally, because i don't have the patience for that, but i have severe moral issues. Things happened in my childhood that made me who i am today, but a certain issue has kept me from having fun. You can't forget it because it is ever present, and THAT is why my life is as hard as everyone elses.

Before you start with a million questions, such as what caused this severe morale issue, let me tell you that I don't know what it is. Honestly, something happened but I don't remember what. I know it was bad, but i'll never know because i'm afraid of asking the people who would know.


GROS CON!

Crazy Shopper

The title is a little incorrect. I’m not really a crazy shopper, I just love shopping. Sharon and I (getting lazy with these nicknames!!) just went shopping at the newest mall in Canada!! Let me tell you, it’s worth the drive! I got these really cool sunglasses because I need some for when I’m driving in my new car and the sun gets too bright… I’m thinking ahead for the winter!! I also got this cute new wallet from urban planet – first thing I ever bought from that store! It’s pretty nice and big so it fits a lot of stuff. Sharon got the same wallet only in light blue (mines black!)

Any normal person would be so bored listening to me talk about my new stuff... so let me tell you what's really on my mind. It's my brothers first year of high school and we got our marks back today... His average is 4.8% higher than mine!! I know he is in an easier school and taking easy courses, but i'm still really upset that he is getting good marks. It really pisses me off and makes me feel stupid... not fair!

Yams going crazy!!

lol.. Yam, you might as well give up, if they are on my 'bad' list, I will probably not tell anyone who they are. I'm 99% positive that you are going to comment on this entry with some sort of secret attempt to find out all of the people's nicknames that you don't know... BTW - how was your walk with Nye? (That's going to be a hard nickname for me to remember later!)

Anyways, I'm 'lost inside' too people! Confussion about true possible schools for next year, this year's grades, and thoughts about Mathew. (truely and obviously not that person's name!) It's just nicer that those shrot three letter nicknames that I give everyone else! Mathew is special!! Gifted on my levels and talented in many fields.

Apart from HIM, life goes on. Not sure how, but it does. I'm stressed, whether you believe it or not. (probably not)

Moddy little me....

Finally Finished Project

* Thank you, thank you, thank you, no really, you are too kind! It took a lot of effort but i couldn't have done it without a little help from each one of you. I only hope that when you have big projects like mine, that you will let me repay you for your generosity. *

That's an extremly sarcastic way of saying thank you for nothing! Evil ppl. I'm clearly asking for help and I get none! Now my projects sucks and we all know you will need my help sometime in the futur and I will give it to you. So, to conclude, I hate you all! - as you may or may not have already known!

Gros con!
Filles d'une putain de merde!
Vous êtes tous des connasses!!!!!


Shannyn

Doing Homework 2

Oddly I'm doing the same thing right now as what I did the first day I got this: Watching T.V. and doing homework. This has probably been the longest time since I haven't written in this. As you can tell, I'm not obessing over it now... Good sign. Anyways, you might be wondering who is Gan. Let me tell you she's the most annoying girl of all time! I hated her in elementry school and she still bothers me. I don't even hang around her but her annoying voice carries very well... how unlucky for me. Normaly I just ignore her, but when i started my 'bad' list, i was just thinking who really should be on that list, and her name came really quickly to my mind.

Oh well, i'm still working on my promis Yam. I'm stopping my rambling about it. Curses... must go.... bies!!

The 'JOB'

As the title may emply, I got a job. I'm not very happy oddly, but these means that i'm maturing now. Helping others and stuff... it could be good for me! Who knows... Anyways, that's my big news... te he.. anyways... that's it... very short blog...
BIES!

Blogging-addicted

How wrong is it to be fully addicted to blogging... Everything I do I think, maybe I should add that the next time I'm blogging. I know that that's really weird, but nothing ever really happens to me, so your lucky that you probably will not hear about it. Nyhoo, this year i'm graduating from high school and the yearbook-association-group asked everyone to write a blurbie about themselves. Mine sounds super lame since i decided to make shout-outs to a bunch of people, but i know there are going to be some people i didn't mention who might get mad that i didn't even say there name... Well, it sucks to be you then... that's all I have to say... Oddly enough, i did to something cool today... I went to UTSC, looked around, took two tours... learned some stuff, then bought the t-shirt ... well not really, it was a sweat-shirt (pink to match my new earings) but you get the point anyways!! Tomorrow I think i'm going shopping again... but where to go.... times square ... lol ...

Good Day in my life

Today was simply a good day, not only did my math mark go up 4% but I went shopping with Celia and got these really cute pink turtle earings!! I love 'em a lot!! - in fact i'm wearing them right now... Anyways, apart from all that, i have little homework this weekend which is always a bonus adding to the day. I'm in such a good mood today... I think i'm going to play with the font colors now... that sonds very childish and fun... Shannyn rocks!! -Accoring to Tara, "vous basculez mes chaussettes!" Although I speak some french, i know that this is the worst translation of all time!! It's suppose to say "you rock my socks!" but it really didn't work in french. It doesn't really work in spanish either, cuz i speak some spanish too...

Anyways, back to color happy fun.... I wonder how that's going to turn out... Well, i'm at a loss for things to do tonight...comment on this entry with some ideas!!

The Lists

You may have already noticed this by now, but there two lists on the site of this web page. The first is called the good list, basically it's the one you want to be on. It always has exactly 10 people on it, so to get on, you have to bumb someone off. The list just simply shows who has been nice to me lately. Since I was very young I have been making this list, and still even have the proof, but it was only today that I decided to put the list on my blog-seeing as how it's like a diary... You never know when i'm going to update it, and I'm not making any copies of it, so i will not remember if you were ever on my list or not. I hope you understand how it works.

The Bad list is actually very hard to get on, you must really really annoy me to be on it. Not even really annoy, but you have to be mean to be to get on it. (Please don't try to get on it!) There is not an exact number of people required for this list and there may be only one or twoperson on it at a time. Anyways, it's not that i hate you if your on this list, cuz i do honestly try not to hate anyone, it's just that you have hurt me in a way I will never forget. *I still remember some of the first people on this list, many who transfered often from the two lists.*

Anyways, i kind of feel like a bad person having "the bad list" but it just shows that you really hurt me. I may appear so strong, but i'm proabably one of the weakest people you have ever met.

Doing Homework

Not like you care that much, but I can be currently found under massive amounts of homework.... On a more interesting note, G.W.Bush won, again! Although i'm not politically active - at all - he was the guy I was cheering for anywats.

Anyways, today I found out that my little nicknames for people at school were too obvious. Especially Bor's name. Lic was slightly less obvious but when you say that Lic and Bor are going out, then everyone knows who they both are. However, people have yet to find out about Cal. It's a good secret I plan to take with me to the grave. Yam (new person) - pointed out that it was terribly bad form for me to carry on ranting about people because, with nicknames likes these, everyone knows who I'm talking about... and then people will get hurt. So from now on I promis less ranting more joyful happy talk about cute adorable-ness.... -gag!- like that would ever last. New promis, less talking about people in a mean way. Anyhoo.... *DAMNATION* this is boring without being mean about someone.... Well, everyone was really nice at school today, Expect for one person who was talking about me behind my back ..... Tia* - not real name - Tia, everyone heard you saying that I was such a goodie-goodie and a tatle-tale... or whatever it was. Just for asking the teacher a question, my whole class truely hates me. Especially Tia and Lad* . Lad called me a bi*ch right to my face. - Don't know why, but it still hurts. -

Hate School - Shannyn

Back Again!

It seems that I have quickly become very obsessed with this Blog. Anyways, I just came back from my Tutor and I think I know less about Math before I got there then I do now. That better be normal!!

"Don't wanna be an american idiot" *best song of all time*

School news - certain people are really starting to bother me, but i really do fear using their real names, so let's just say Bor * (not his/her real name) is really annoying me. He/She also has a Blog on this site and I know their girlfriend/boyfriend (let's call him/her Lic) but they never even mentioned Lic's name once on the blog, that is so mean. Honestly, they have been going out for I while now, so don't you think Bor should have talked about Lic at least once?!?!?! This really annoys me because Lic is really a good person and Bor is sooo annoying. Bor is kinda ugly too, i don't mean to judge someone by their physical appearences, but their is one perticular caracteristic of Bor's that annoys me, however I can't say what it is because then everyone would now who Bor is.

That probably sounds very trivial to you, and you may not care at all, but it's really the only social think I know off, seeing as how I'm not into that whole talking to others thing....

Shannnnnnnyn

This is what I do....

In this entry I would love to tell you everything about me, but i'm sure that you don't give a *I censore myself* Right now i'm listening to this really wierd song right now: Amish Paradise. I'm not sure if i suggest it to anyone, and i even think that it's a little mean because it's kinda making fun of the Amish. Not nowing any Amish person personnally, i'm still sure that they would be insulted by this song in an odd way.

Enough about this song though, i'm bored. And I have to go see my tutor soon. *Can't pass math*. So evil.... It's not like it's all that important, math that is, when will i ever need to know "the chain rule" or how to factor algebraic sentences using long division? I mean it really doesn't apply to anything in real life!!! *A thousand curses on math*

Today was totally uneventful, as most days, espcially since I got to one of the biggest *hich-town-u.s.a.-schools!* ... Honestly, it's in the middle of no where, there is a giant subdivition surronding it, but there really isn't anywhere to go out at lunch, and this completly annoys me!!

Well, leaving now.... I can't wait to see what I did wrong with my homework - gag!

Back sooo soon??

Is it true that if you start blogging all the time, as soon as you get your blog, that you will soon loose interest in it?? Well that's what has happened most of the time with all my other blogs.... but then again, they were hosted at Yahoo, which really was giving me some problems. Consequently I never really blogged often because signing in just pissed me off...

I hate to say this but a lot of things piss me off.... Like Bor (read last entry)- honestly!! There is really something weird about that person! An other think that pisses me off is this other person i'll introduce you to, let's call him/her "Cal". Cal never stops talking about themself, even when you try to change the subject, they persistantly go right back to their subject. While talking to Cal today, I noticed this and I really tried to take what they were saying and twist the conversation away from him/her. This obviously isn't the best thing to do because it may seem like you are ignoring the person, but Cal was just so annoying that it needed to be done. Unfortunatly this method didn't work, Cal pretended like he/she didn't hear me (or he/she really didn't hear me) and just kept talking in their favor.

Well that's enough ranting for now.... pissed off, g2g